From the heart

itchiness -.-"

2010-11-25T13:22:00.005+08:00

semester's holidays have started. naaahh, they've actually started like about what? 3 weeks? i guess so. lost with the countings. haha.

i'd spend my early period of the holidays quite memorable with the joyahs. we decided to spend it together before everybody was going back to their hometown, except me and suha, of course, as we'll be heading only back to our home. hehe.

however,we did not get the whole joyahs to gather for the last time, but we did enjoyed it on behalf of them, ya. :)

and now,i'm at home. there's one thing that i hated, i'm getting some kind of itchiness on my body. they turned my skin into red and it's unpleasant okay. can anyone like suggest me a skin doctor that is good, so, like i can go and ask wassup. hehh. i cant actually hold on to it anymore. arghh. it's bothering me laa.

p/s: or can anybody give me any tips to reduce the itchiness, because it's getting itchy like hell. erk. tata.

it's hard

2010-10-17T02:07:00.003+08:00

it had happened twice and i'm not going to let it be for the third time.

it was a relieve for the first time.

but,it's not really that for the second one.

enough is enough,

i'm putting a fullstop.

let it come my way,

let it leads it's own way,

no more pushing,

no more anything,

i wish, i hope, i everything.

oh god,give me the strength, insyaAllah.

:)

TIBA :)

2010-09-08T21:47:00.004+08:00

TIBA? it's the title of a new song, and i love it. (okay,ridiculous,merepek sungguh) :P

fine, fine, fine..

what should i write? how should i start? where to begin with? hurm.. let me think..

okay, i was about to start with telling u about my raya shopping, but then i thought, hey, why dont i write about my overall experience in college, but later,i rethink,i might be too late for that, so and so, what should i be doing?

LET'S SEE..

maybe i should just conclude it (but maybe, not in a post, as it could be way too long, i guess?)

so,firstly i guess, my experience as a college student :)

hurm, my MDS week (isnt it is too late to recall about MDS? wtv, still want to :P), so, it was fun,exciting, tiring, blablablabla n finally, glad to be there :) (hahahah, see,way too short,aite? tehehe)

so,my class,my classmates,my lecturers, what about it actually? hahahah..
naahhh, i've lots of things about my AC110/1C yaww!
the schedule, quite pack, no no,it is not 'quite', IT IS pack! actually, especially,wednesday i tell you.. =.='

the classmates? yeah. they are fun,exciting, i love to get to know new people and new behaviour. haha. naahh, kidding. glad to know them,overall :)
but,where ever i go, there will always be another five of them, besides me, meet NUR HANI MAHMUD, NUR NASUHA GHAZALI, SITI NURHANANIE SUKARNO, SHEREEN SABRINA HASNI and HANIS AFIQAH ISMAIL (oh,ouch,sorry, photos will be included later)
we always stick together, go everywhere,sit anywhere, do everything together, aite girls? :) we help each other, we listen and tell each other and more, and it's like THE POWER OF 6! (hahaha, what the?? idk. hahah)
owh owh, and not to forget, the boys too. meet MUHD NABIL FAUZAN, YUSRIE AMEER SAADON and AMIR MUHSIN MALIK. haha. they added up the joyness between us. (oh btw, they are not the only boys in my class,okay. hehe )

and the lecturers, they are fine, we managed to get almost what they taught us. and we also managed to get all of their assignments! hahahah.. kidding. but, one thing i could not put aside yet is that, not feeling sleepy in the classes yaw! hahah. there will always be one class that i would felt terribly sleepy or my eyes will totally be log off for a while and log in again. hahahah.

yeay, i loike! finally,all these came out in a sec. and finally, my blog has a new thing to tell you :)

so,tadaaa, enjoy ur reading, maybe it's quite messy, but..., nothing. heheheh

bubbye :D

dropping by :)

2010-07-25T15:51:00.003+08:00

hello. hye. wassup. how are you? hehe. i miss writing here. i miss it like seriously.

but now, i am just dropping by to make sure this baby is still alive.

btw, this is the third time i come home after being a university student. life is fun. life is exciting. but sometimes, as usual it could be tensed little bit.

i will tell more about the new life and adding up the pictures later. i've got to go. bubbye baby. take care. i'll try to update u more, i wish.

da-da.. <3

p/s: kiki is going to be a mommy again for the third time and her tummy is definitely big this time. tunggu masa sahaja mau meletup, i think :) cant wait

wednesday

2010-06-23T16:45:00.004+08:00

wednesday is passing by,
then come thursday,
then friday coming through..

and there it is, saturday

i feel the excitement of going through the new phase in my life. but many other feelings surrounded me these time too. the feelings which is not very pleasant to think about. but,i still have to go through it.

maybe the excitement of preparing for angah's wedding is much more. i cant think much i guess.

bestfriend has started packing up her things. not me. i think i kind of finding so many excuses doing other work than packing up my belongings.

but well, i still have to go since my future is in front of me. staying at home is nice, but pursuing my future i hope is better. :D

i'm going to start packing up my things tonight i hope. no more delaying.

i hope i have time to update this baby one more time at least before leaving.

bubbye.

p/s: ibu, dont worry. i might be little bit far, but you are always near to me. i love you ibu. :)

silence

2010-05-25T15:08:00.004+08:00

bored could be my everyday word now. darnn.

although,i do have works to do.

-i need to clean up my closet
-i need to clean my dressing table
-i need to clear up my study table
-i need to prepare the things for uitm. and thank god i finally managed to contact kak shera and asked about stuffs there.

and lastly i am IN NEED to clear up my head. I dont know what has keep bugging up inside my head. or is it only because of the PMS thing. i hope so. it just make my head feels so heavy. so tensed. argh. i hate this. i hope it will recover soon.

everyday had been busy for the past few weeks. searching for angah's thingy, looking for my clothes. but now, i need something to give me the feeling to quickly settled up my things. ibu has been asking me every night whether to go and find for them or not, but, me, no feelings. this one i really hate it. this thing will keep me from not preparing for my things. hmm.

bye

BUBBYE AND GOOD LUCK ;D

2010-05-23T02:17:00.003+08:00

guys and girls,

GOOD LUCK! to all of you!!

may you study smart and score great pointers. heee.

see you guys again,BUBBYE! :D

take care there! :)

p/s: and u,hee. take care okay. :(

-zero-

2010-04-16T02:11:00.004+08:00

it was fun spending time with you. and i'm glad i still have the same you. i hope u wont go that far again this time.

like i said,
maybe it was one of the test that god gave to us. and i hope we'll be together to get through it,okay darling?

i'm not mad at you, but just felt left out.

and like i said too, if i cant handle it, i would already step out and say goodbye to you. :)

i love you, bestfriend :D

changes?

2010-04-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

mom said u have changed.

i see u have changed to.

dont u feel u have changed too?

hooyeah!

2010-04-12T01:04:00.004+08:00

day. evening. night. day. evening. night.

ok,stop bahirah. not related. harhar.

so,beloved bestfriend has cut her hair short and she told me like it was superly short. my dear, cpatla sikit hanta gamba anda tu. hehhe

and me, i'm thinking, whether to cut it or not. sangat sayang sebenarnye. since my hair took quite a period to grow long. and cutting it short will only take a few minutes. hm. so,myself can be consider standing in a middle of a pathway. hah. i guess it's quite dramatic to think of my dilema with "in a middle of a pathway". hehhhh.
i think i'll put it aside for a while. since sister's wedding is coming soon, so thinking of 'mendandan rambut' and doing that, it's in need of quite a long hair kn,so, yeah. not now. :(

oh and hooyeaahh! i drove to alamanda today during the heavy rain and my eyes were like getting a lil bit spinning since the wipers were moving too fast ( yela,da hujan lebat, wiper pn kasi gerak laju la sikit) hehhe. i know, maybe it is nothing to some of them out there, but for me, it's kind of achievement you know. hahaha. amalina, ape lg, marilah kita. heehhe.

so,till then. nyte2.

in the middle of the night

2010-04-04T02:07:00.003+08:00

here i am, 2 o'clock in the morning, thinking of sleeping, but am thankful to someone for keeping me accompany.

someone, u are there when i'm in need of somebody to talk to. thanks for being so kind and nice to me. i hope u will always be there for me. and thanks for lending ur eyes to read those messages that i sent to you. i dont want to lose contact with you again, since now i know how great u are. well,everybody did many mistakes and there is no harm in making a room for anybody to change.

and you, i hope i will not lose u ever. i do love you, but i hope, we will still do the same things that we used to do together. i'm not blaming you for changing slightly, but i just hope u wont one day just forget it totally. i hope u realised that. we rarely see each other and spending time together now, but i just hope. i love you forever,u know.

good night.

p/s : hoping everybody is praying for ALIF ADNAN to get well soon. al-fatihah.

sweet

2010-03-18T15:18:00.004+08:00

life is great if it has a sweet and sour situation everyday,isnt it?

p/s : btw, gambar di atas hanyalah hiasan. because, surely there is no any sour in this hot chocolate drink,aite? :)

i'm glad

2010-03-07T13:33:00.003+08:00

i'm glad people just continuing asking me about you.

and i'm glad to be answering it on behalf of you.

but maybe this phase is quite challenging for me

i will figure it out later i hope.

berputar dan berputar

2010-03-07T13:27:00.003+08:00

manusia sering berkata hidup ini bagai roda.

roda itu akan terus berputar dan berputar.

tetapi mengapa tiada yang memberitahu roda itu akan berputar dengan pantas.

ada yang gembira tatkala roda berputar dengan laju, namun ada juga yang derita tatkala putarannya tidak kelihatan seperti akan berhenti.

hai roda. bagi diriku ada gembira dan deritanya putaranmu itu.

namun aku berdoa tiap hari agar semua putaranmu itu membawa kegembiraan bagi diriku.

when it strikes

2010-03-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

i just felt like writing something and the title just came up the minute i clicked the new post button. hee.

so i guess a lil bit update will do:

-done with the filling up 8 choices for the course that i wanted to do. basically, my choices revolve around the accountancy area. so,yeah! :)
-feeling a little bit up and down, turning right and left, can be touched although for a little thing. hurm. ya allah, please help me.
-my aunty is now in ICU as she is having some complication with her heart. mak yang, i'll always pray for you. get well soon! :(
-received a few more offer from the private college. these offers made me think of many things- should i take it? what would happened when i received the ipta offer? is it the right choice? question by question entered my mind but nothing seems to be settled down.
-and mommy kiki kind of get lost for quite some time today. i was worried thinking where could she go,what is she doing now, where is she sleeping (since that time is her sleeping time) , does she knows how to come home? and all. but then, alhamdulillah she returned home. haaa. i was just damn relieved seeing her.

i guess these are some of the updates. seeeee. i has some ideas when i started to write. like about the offers from colleges and when kiki is lost, but seems like either noor bahirah, this girl right here is lazy to get her a** in front of the pc to update or my mind is not in the state in writing. i'll try to figure it out later. heeee.

so,toodles. we'll be back soon,

p/s: i hope so :D

good night!

alone, not so.

2010-02-14T09:07:00.003+08:00

alone? kinda. my parents went to kluang to visit my uncle. and i was supposedly to follow but i have my driving class at 12 noon. so heee. i was alone last night till brothers came home. hahahaha. so,not that alone right? (why am i repeating the 'alone' word too much? idk hahah)

so,talking bout my driving class.. hee. the instructor is cikgu azman and he is so kind. very ramah one so that you will not feel afraid. heee. and luckily i asked dad to teach me how to drive before i go to the class because taraaa.. i manage to cover all those three - bukit,parking, and 3 pointer on the same day. but of course la, it was not that perfect. hahah..

and today, he said we'll be driving to bangi lama town to practice me for the test. heee. cant wait :)

unfortunately, i'm having a bad flu with all the cough and stuffs and it kind of bring my mood down. so, sorry amalina :(

and and, the most important thing is that me and angah will be going to the faizal tahir's concert tonight at istana budaya. so cannot wait. still thinking of the appropriate outfit to wear since they have the 'etika stuff'. yeah yeah.
and dear mel cannot follow due to some things occur. dont worry darling, i'm not mad at you, okay :) hope to taste ur dadih tomorrow. heee

oh, tomorrow event will be another thing. hee. will tell you in the other post. see ya :P

p/s: do you notice, i kinda break my own rule. hahaha. which is to post an entry everyday? i'm so sorry.

-no title-

2010-02-11T14:13:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

yeay me! finally i can upload the pictures from my hp using this comp. haha. lame me,i know ;)

i was wanting to do it (installing the software and stuffs) but i didnt have the time and i actually kinda thought i lost the cd. hehe. so so,from this moment, i hope my blog will have more pics to be put in because i really love blog with pictures. heheh

and my darling amalina, has finally got her 'P'. yeayyyy!! now we can go ronda-ronda eh. and to fulfill our goal which is... naah. i'm not gonna tell you.hahah my bad.

i'm just so excited right now, really! heheh

so,till then, bubbye.

here you go

2010-02-10T14:15:00.005+08:00

now i decided to continue updating my blog. haha. since jajar said that 'kalau kau da jarang update,lagi la lepas ni jarang jarang update' since we were talking about who usually updates their posts.

and finally on the 7th of february 2010, i'm officially 18 years old dudeee. hehe but i dont know why, i just dont feel i'm eighteen,huhu, poor me right? naaahh.i'll be fine later.

so,the celebration was great. hehe. i was lil bit down in the early of the day since daddy, brother, and the sisters didnt wish me. but actually they were planning a surprise for me. but HAHAHAHA. i eventually knew about it but i'm not gonna to ruin it, so i was just pretending i didnt know anything. sorry family! hahahah.

but you know what, neither our family or the big family, we had never managed to really organized a reallyreallyreally surprise party. we will managed to keep it low at first but then there will be either somebody or something that happened or slipped out, then POOF! everything will be no biggy surprise anymore.hahaha.

it was really fun though and to those who wished me, i'm very thankful for that. ur wishes made my day! really appreciated it. love u guys.

and i got a purse from brother-in-law-to-be.it was lovely. and my sayang, nuramalina bt kamarudin + ezzumi gave me a handbag,it was so gorgeous and also a box of cupcakes. (i'll put the pictures later, okay) well, actually i got two boxes of cupcakes, which were one from family and another from darling.

okay, these were from mel and ezzumi (owh,teya baked it! yummy! thanks! )

and these one were from the family. ( thank you! marvellous owh and sorry the picture is a bit dark)

thanks guys!

love u always :)

i so want it!!

2010-02-05T17:55:00.003+08:00

ok.i'm telling u.i'm a very big huge etc. etc. fan of faizal tahir.hahah.so what?

so,so.there will be a konsert with him,aizat dan ct ( ok,ct is not that important for me) haha.sorrraaayyyyhh.

and heee i looked at the ticket price already, few moments ago n yes! yes! i wanna go. and i talked to mommy and she kinda let me so please2 ms M n mr E. make urself freeeeeeee.. let's go.

please.please.please.hehe.

p/s: or maybe,anybody can be so kind-hearted to 'belanja' me.heeee.it is most most most welcomeeeee. :D:D:D

1 2 3 and still counting...

2010-01-29T19:20:00.003+08:00

now i guess i'm farfar late than i usually do in posting a new entry.

mybe lazyness would be the MAJOR factor. :P
mybe working makes me tired to update this baby. :(
(oh yeah.i've been working now and almost finishing my work.it was already almost 3 weeks of working.)
mybe,mybe and mybe. haha.lots of maybe i think.

good.blank suddenly.

hahah..i guess this is another thing that make me damn lazy to write anything new.
i'm quite 'rajin' to read other people blogs but not mine.hahah.
and i would be eager to write something but then,i would lose my idea on how to start and what to write.
seeeeee.my brain is moving slowwwwwwwww.hahaahha

but,not that slow since i can still use it for working. (ok,now i'm talking rubbish.deal with it..ahhaha)

fine.since tomorrow will be saturday,so i have two days to think of what to write. i would love to write about my work,my new collegues (am i spelling it right?sorry) ,my license , my life now and much more i think.

see see.i hate this.i have so much to write about but damn.haish.god,help me.

hee.ok.i promise.will write again.

adios. gaaah. :)

what a day!

2010-01-04T15:28:00.004+08:00

haha.so,i guess this will be my first entry for 2010.heee..HAPPY NEW YEAR though!

ok,school has reopens.it was funny and brought back the memories of being a student when i watched how those standard 1 kids went to school on the first day.some how,i do miss it.after 11 years of schooling,how can u forget at all,aite? heee..

so, for me.well,sitting at home is not so fun since the daily routine is almost the same.i kinda think of working since hearing some of them has started it,but then,it makes me think twice.since last saturday we went to ssf and bought angah's stuff for the weddings, and we r going to do it ourselves ( and of course la.not really 'we'.with d help of mak long) hehe. and there r the bunga like kosac? idk-how-to-spell. it looks kinda simple for me to do it la.so,thinking of learning for a while then try to do it by myself since mak long has to handle d bunga pahar kn.hee.

then,because of that,i was like, ok,xpayah keja la.duduk umah buat benda ni pn da byk keja . oh and yes.'anak encik kamarudin' had agreed to help me.so,babe,we'll go n learn,okay?eheh

and oh my god.i guess i'm the slowest to clean up and some sort of makeover my room.haha.of course,i read some blogs saying that they finished their cleaning less than a day n me?haha.i took almost 3 weeks and yet, i'm not done.hahhaha.yela,tell me,that room was once 'dihuni' by 3 girls and now left me alone,to clean 3 people things?hahha.and luckily mom help me.or else i'll not b almost done. owh i guess,the lateness of these was due to my lazyness.haha.my bad! :P

so,i'm gonna stop here.cause i guess it is already a long entry.

till then,toodles :)

p/s:good luck for those who r now in PLKN. :D

tidak memahami

2009-12-24T16:47:00.001+08:00

i went to a wedding on thursday night in putrajaya.kwn ayah.the decorations were fabulous.yup!

they had this some kind of arch but in the shape of 'sangkar burung'.it was lovely with the path was decorated with candles (they were real candles u know.not the one that people usually used the lamp) n there were also small bird cage hanging along the path.

so,blabla..we registered n found our seat.n THEN, when the ceremony was almost starting,there were a family came n sat in d same table.the son was heh.hahah..not bad.hahah..usha2 skjp2.hahah.bahirahbahirah. ok2.enought of it.while all of us were talking and me looking around at the hall. the father suddenly said "decorations dia ni mcm Malaysia ni negara christian"

and i was lyke at that moment couldnt believe what i just heard.ok,mybe some of u might be thinking that i was membesar2kn cerita.but the truth.for me,it was kinda rude for you to say like that uncle.luckily we were not the bride's relatives.how would they feel?

and excuse me,fine,maybe you want it to be what?traditional?fine with that.but other people might have their own opinion n it's their special day.let them be.besides,malaysia is not a kuno country.we have many choices.duuhh.ok pakcik,nnt ank pakcik buat tradisional betul2 tau.

till then.

p/s:my mood lately is swinging badly and do not play around with it.it can turn up to b hell.huh.tiring.

goodnight

u name it

2009-12-23T13:33:00.003+08:00

ok.nothing much actually.haha.finally the internet has arrived at the beloved home.gah.

fine,what to merepek about ha?
owh ya.haha.good i'm lost.g-r-e-a-t.

btw,happy belated 26th birthday to si sister gemuk n yeah! u'r old wo-girl.hahhaah.(i actually had wished her yesterday morning.but since 'i'm lost',so another wish for her.hahahah) owh,this one is on the 22nd dec.

n happy belated 17th birthday also to HAJAR MARDHIAH BT ARIFIN :) the our not so-newcomers now.hahah.(this one i totally forgot till yesterday.) her birthday is on the 21st of dec actually.i'm really sorry eh jar. :(

ok,i'm done.will be back soon when i have the idea to write something.toodles :P

seperti dilanggar garuda

2009-12-14T13:16:00.002+08:00

hahaha..that was what happened to our house yesterday.the cleaner ye2 la dtg pg tu to clean all up,skali ko haa..petang bler suku of the 46A dtg.hahahha..habis sume..i told mom ' serupe mcm xya suro kakak kemas'.hahahha

that was some of the things happened when mom's side came to any house.but it was exciting.

ok2.i dun actually know what to write.hhehe..

chow.i'll write later.am now at my aunty's house.tumpang pki internet.ahahha...

p/s:-ayah,i wanna take driving lessons
-ayah,i wanna the internet again.hahah

rintihan seorang anak yg hampir2 mati kebosanan.hahaha

HOMAIGOD

2009-12-10T11:10:00.003+08:00

hahahahhaha...i'm freaking miss my blog..hahhahahah..okay.the big exam is over.(ok,i know,it's a bit late since everybody had wrote about this few days before..but blame the no-internet-at-home laaa)..hahah

ok2..bahirah has start talking nonsense.now 10th december is the second day of freedom.but suddenly,i dun know wut to do.wanna know my routine for the first day of freedom?haha

1.woke up around 9.15-texted mel asking bout the plan-cancel it
2.straight away went down since no tv upstairs.
3.sat in front of tv till 11 ++
4.ate 'breakfast'.gagag
5.washing laundry (baik kn ;) haha
6.1+,hung the clothes and went for shower
7.pray n bla bla
8.went down but now brought along the text books to erase those stuffs (see..baik lg kn.hahah)
9.watched tv
10. 6+ went up to pray n let the cats out
11.brought the cats to the clinic (kiki was a lil bit moody..hahah..n alhamdulillah koko has gained weight.yeay!)
12.back home,pray,brought another round of books n started to erase again.hahah
13.had dinner,watched 'suraya'
14.fell asleep in front the tv.
15.went up,prayed n off to bed at around 1 in the morning

seeeeee..how bored it is my first day.haaaa.hahaha.thought of looking for a job.but not know.am going to enjoy the days of freedom first,of course.hehe..

right,i'm of to go now.waiting for the cousins to call n i'm gonna make a move.hehe..bubbye.

muah.muah.muah :)

p/s : oh hahah..i just realised this is my 100th post.hahahah.excited lebih skit.

what's wrong with you,dude?

2009-10-21T19:15:00.004+08:00

i was sleeping this evening suddenly hp rang

1#
m : i nk g blaja addmaths ni.nak ikut?
b : (mamai) erm..xpela.xyah.ibu xblk lg.
m : u tga tido eh?
b : hurm..a'ah,ahha
m : ok2.xpela.bye
b : ok,bye

2#
m : hello
f : yes? (surprised actually)
m : (this person start to babble n accused me of what i didnt do!)
f : what the hell!!!

i was enjoying my sleep when the first call and continue it after that
but the second call made me really get up

i couldnt believe it.i dont understand WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU DUDE.it happened twice and i guess both of it are from u.cant u just let me enjoy my own life without having person like you screwing all up.stupid u know.i dont fucking care what the other side are doing,let us continue our life.you dont have to pop up and be the evil part.stop it! i am so fucking damn annoyed and tired of all the accusations which are absolutely wrong.

the only person that i would tell anything first would be mel.and not u STRANGER.YOU ARE JUST THE SAME LIKE THE OTHERS.SCREWING PEOPLE LIFE ARE YOUR FIRST AND FOR MOST WORK.maybe you are glad seeing me being humiliated in front others.ok fine! u got it.what else do you want?

tell me.i can just simply write your name here,but i know it is not good to embarass other person.just face to face and tell me what the hell is not right with you dude.i forgive you for your stupidness i guess.

that's all.bye.

matured enough?

2009-10-15T17:32:00.003+08:00

i'm just saying this generally (owh,but actually erm..nothingla)
maybe some would say, 'girl, u'r just being too naive or straight or wuteva-i-dun-care'
but the matter of fact is,cant u guys just behave like one.excuse me,u'r leaving the school in less than 2 months,but idk.

the thing is why i'm writing about this,i cant believe this is how u guys acted.cant respect others who r still answering or not,but dude,the noise was just annoying oh-kay.

n plus,oh mai god,be tolerate la guys,we all know u guys have motorcycle(refering to some of them.not all) and all but may u please dun have to go and teran2 ur bike in the school lyke nobody's business.that is what we call PENCEMARAN BUNYI ok.

today was just so made me headache.ouch.

gerak gempur+lack of immaturity+pencemaran bunyi = can i hit something? urgh.

clueless

2009-10-01T00:43:00.002+08:00

i couldnt imagine that u would be this rude.

you,my dear friend,
not this kind of thing i thought would come out from u,
now,it just made me annoyed,
a friend of mine told me 'u should have deleted it'
but i know,i dun want to do that,
i guess.hurm.
i dun guess anything,
let it be.haish.
too much of tolerating?
u guess.

p/s : i just meant this to a person,but if others would love to think it is urself,help urself.i dont mind.it's ur own assumption.

diam

2009-09-26T01:36:00.002+08:00

scene 1 : cross country

B : hey,u form berapa?
I : form 1
B : haa..diam!

scene 2 : in the car

M : nek cu,tu ape yg tiang due balut kain putih tu (what she meant was kubur actually)
N : haa..tu tanda da malam..diam!

hahah..ok,maybe some of u might not get it,but for me,if i repeated these,i would laugh off like nobody business..hahahah :))

a phone call

2009-09-23T19:25:00.002+08:00

i was just sitting in front of the tv waiting for somebody,
suddenly "pelukla diriku dan jangan kau lepas.." went on.
i quickly answered it since there was no any picture. and that was a call that i never ever think of.it was him.

F : hello
M : assalamualaikum.ape khabar?
F : waalaikumussalam.baik.ko mcm mn? (i actually didnt really remember how did it continue)
M : okla.eh,ko tengah trial kn?ok x?
F : hahha..okla.bole la.
(later talk about raya...)
(suddenly we were quiet)
M : okla.assalamualaikum.maaf zahir dan batin
F : ok.waalaikumussalam.maaf zahir dan batin juga

and till now,i'm wondering,is that for real.as it was for almost two years,suddenly it just popped up.
haish.

moment

2009-09-14T23:45:00.003+08:00

oh man.it has been freaking 2 weeks i havent update my blog.hahah.well,i'm not gonna blame the trials la kn.xbaik.hahahah..i just managed to read others but not writing new one.blergh.

haaa.okay.trials r coming to the end.left 2 papers more.time just flies by without me noticing it.i thought that it was lyke two days before i was struggling to revise.and now,in a blink,it's almost done.i'm not going to think yet what would the results be,just bring me HARI RAYA!! hahahah..

left only 3 days before the holiday,the redaksi team are going to work our ass off.urgh.to finish up the magazine.so,here i guess,i'm asking the team to just really co-operate with the others.just put back for a while all the 'tak puas hati n so on' feeling,because me myself know,no benefits of it.

fine,put aside all the feelings,i'm just excited n thrilled with the fact raya is coming.heheh.got to meet all the cousins from all around.yeah! cant wait for the young ones especially! n of course,the DUIT RAYA.hahah.so,just like teya yang menyeru orang ramai,i'm gonna do it too..so,uncle,aunty,sisters(hahaha),cousins n FRIENDS! ahahah..i'm coming.

and oh oh.last one.hahaha..i found already black baju kurung for graduasi.hahah..so damn excited ni haaa..hahaha

kla,toodles
love ya :P

sighing

2009-08-31T15:21:00.002+08:00

hmmm...

school reopens tomorrow and trial will be on wednesday,but now! i am sick.urgh.all this sneezing and hidung tersumbat and all,i am supposed to be heading for bed.degil me. :P

well,the sickness just came 'at the right time' i guess.hesh.i hate this.

okok.now,i think it has give me emergency alarm to bed.better be off or it will be worse.

yada.yada.later guys :(

recalling things

2009-08-27T11:41:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

ok.i guess this is the longest period i left the blog.ha-ha.i was just being so so so lazy to update.instead i went n read all other blogs.huhu

school holidays r coming to the end n trial exams r coming up.great.not! trying hard to study everyday.huhu.

while i was checking up other blogs,especially the curry-mates :) n long lost friends,i realised now i just missed them very very badly.this is only for a few days break,how bout later,after finish spm,how can i handle this missing thing..yeah,maybe we could gather n go lepak-ing n all.but still,i dun think the feeling will just go.haish..n making thing worse,haha..i'm now listening to mellow2 songs.these songs really make the feeling cannot resist one.

now i wish we could stay together minus the school,of course.nah.thinking about it back,i would prefer it to b at school again.oh my god.now i guess i know how they felt after the prom night.

i watched prom night movie( ok.it was actually a scary movie.blah blah ) but,there was this one part when they sat at the table,watching the slide show recalling their days at school.that really made me think,okay i dun think i would lyke this kind of situation.i dun wanna be separate with all of them.

huh.god.i just dont know.

now is the fasting month.so,wishing everybody HAPPY FASTING! miss u guys badly and terribly.

lots love,
B :)

123

2009-07-25T17:08:00.004+08:00

evening.afta finish watching tv till im bored coz nothing to be watch anymore,now i'm here.still bored.ha-ha.

before i ended being this bored,now. i had a fabulous morning today.hehe..thanks for the school organizing the bowling competition.altho i played not that pro like mel en.xmampu la mel.hahah..congrats dowh baby for being top scorer among the girls.heheh

btw,i was so impressed with how mape n the gang played their game.i was lyke .wow. they were swinging it lyke nothing n scored it lyke a piece of cake which i envied that much bcoz cudnt play lyke that! hahaha..however,our team (me,mel,hani n nadia) did enjoy the game..hahah.. we even told each other yesterday "kalau masuk longkang,kter cheer lagi kuat eh! hahaha.." it was awesome getting to play with them..hehehe

n owh,adding to the awesomeness.haha..we ate BURGER KING! gaga..i'm so mengidam n prefer it much much more than mcd now.hehe..mushroom swiss is YUMMY!(bak kate teya) hahahah. n we got home afta that.oh no no.before i really got home,heh.i got to cuci mata.hahahahahhaha...only they know what it was about..hahahah..

well,i really2 enjoyed the early day of today.but am bored aite now.hahah

till then.,
love B :)

p/s : apa yang penting,kerjasama! :P

been ....

2009-07-13T14:03:00.002+08:00

been very very lazy to update this thing..when suddenly i realized it has been 2 weeks i left my beloved merepek..hoho..

lil' bit update with what had happened :

*tepuk semangat-alhamdulillah we won the competition altho we did have many probs b4 dat..go KARI-PEOPLE.till end we succeed! heheh..this is for u PN NAZILAH!! woot.woot.gagag
*the reunion - well,this was actually daddy's reunion with the sdarians.while i were there,i was thinking,could my batch gather lyke this in 40 more years..some of dad's friends haven't meet each other for almost 40 years since they left their school in '69.so,i were wondering...could we? i hope so. :)
* n owh.owh.before i forget..kiki is now a mother to 4 kittens.dude,they r cute..heheheh..owh,the date was 10th of july 2009..hahahah..there r 2 greys,1 with dark brown n white, n the other one is nearly the same colour as kiki..heheh..they r so so so cute..

those are i think,the biggest event that had took place in the previous weeks..

so,bubbye.. :)

p/s: to beloved sistah,mau gamba balik umah..hahah..it's not the same by looking at d pic than looking at them live..hahah..love yah!

****!

2009-06-27T17:08:00.003+08:00

homaigod.i guess the more tyme i spend at d canteen,in front of those dungus-flirting-damn-i-freaking-hate-u canteen workers,i could even have high blood pressure.the workers except for kak mai was damn GATAL! hamik ko.i couldnt keep it to myself already.they were just lyke the girls were not exist.hello!!! be fair lah dey! i had recognise this thing happened few years back.

well,nk gatal pun bertempat lah akak oi!! ni skola,bukan tempat cari jodoh.dengan budak skola pun bole ke,kak??haiyo.sgt disgusting tau ngakk!! *bluek!*

i have thousand of words that i couldnt type it out to what had happened.damn i hate u guys.annoying + disgusting u know.

before leaving,may Allah be with michael jackson.god bless him

lalola

2009-06-24T16:46:00.003+08:00

seriously,this does not have anything to do with d telenovela ok! i'm just out of idea for title..heheh

haisho,i'm so damn lazy to update my blog la..but since,now i'm on,so i better do aite.i start with my same previous problem which i couldnt on my ym..urgh.n mel just told me dat her brother's ym has d same problem..urm,yahoo,hello?

owh n yabedabedoo.finally i managed to finish up my history essay which were way too too much.n ended up i went to bed at 2.30 am in d morning..haha..puan harvinder,puan harvinder.for the sake of u. n u guys know wut,great news! she did not enter d class today n i was so lyke..urgghh..2.30 man,2.30. but i do feel relieved at least i do not have anymore pile of essays to b done for now! la en..heeee..

the report card day will b held next thursday,but i didnt tell mommy n daddy yet..hahah..great daughter,aite.ggegeg.. i'm hoping it will turn out to b good,or else? erk.

kiki's tummy is getting BIGGER! n she is getting heavier..hahaha..but i still love her.she just reminded me of kangaroo by the way she sits,with the tummy just look bigger..hahha..n putih,now has become more manja with me..ahah..before this,she would just lyke to bite my hand..hahaha..d crazy putih.I LOVE BOTH OF THEM! gaggaga

k,till then.
gugu gaga :)

urgh

2009-06-21T01:03:00.003+08:00

erk..i hate it.can anybody just help me.i couldnt sign in for my ym n also i couldnt check my emails.i know i'm not that old to forget my id or password..but i dunno wth is happening..i just so-not-enjoying it now..siot laa..huh.

help me,anyone?

up N down

2009-06-19T17:17:00.003+08:00

up n down the hill,here comes me (huh? hahahha)

first week afta holidays is tiring..but luckily d photoshoot session is done thanks to all the EDITORIAL MEMBERS!! heheheh...we managed to settle down everything.

n during d tyme,the teachers were also giving back our exam papers n the marks,of course.haish.alhamdulillahh :) i improved lots of th subjects n alhamdulillah again,i did not fail any subject this time..heheh..same goes to my beloved othe partner,mello jello.hehhee..

plus plus,my beloved lovey dovey kiki is gonna be a mommy kiki early july if not mistaken.gege.i hope she will deliver cute kitties.hahaha..cant wait for that!

btw,in around less than 3 hours,part of the form 5 students have to go to school for some counselling thingy,huhu..a lil bit lazy at first,but then find it,ok,i'm going.i dont mind hahahah..so kind of me aite.gagagga

till then,love u guys :P

F

2009-06-07T01:22:00.003+08:00

heyho miss merepek :)

ok.this is going to a jumble up post..hahaha.idk.i guess so.ngeh2

btw i went to semenyih this evening to my mom's friend house n went to another house which i'm so in love with.idk.d house was so big,huge,large n u-name-it.plus the kitchen is way to long that i guess nearly 100m long.u imagine urself.n plus plus,d house was so kampung style but had been modernized which haishh i just cant really explain how it was actually.hurm.there was the goose n chicken at one place,lil house dat looks lyke chalet which is so cute(this is actually d surroundings outside the house).haaaa... i had usually before wishing that i wud experience d real village life with d rumah papan n all the things.heheh

i had been imagined myself having a house which i really love to make it kampung style outside but modern style inside..heeeeeee..cnt really wait till i managed to have that kind of house.gegeg

another thing i wished for is,when i have a license,i wouldnt want to b a selfish-being-cursed-by-the-behind-driver driver.i wud love myself to b driving peacefully(may i?) without cursing others. d one dat i had experienced this evening was just making me feel lyke shouting n say 'hellooo..ni bukan jalan bapa ko lah!" lyke this driver aint giving a damn about others. u guys might b thinking 'this girl ni emotional la" so wut.i'm juz expressing wut i thought n just really wished i wont b lyke them.huhu. :)

till then.nyte darlas. :)

E

2009-06-05T15:09:00.003+08:00

haaaaaa..
came back from easy-maths camp just made me became lazy n lazy eventho my mind still thinking off loads of work to b done..huhu..i wanted to upload d pics from d camp but need to wait for the other 'lovely' laptop to come home,eh angah..hehehe

d first week of the hols is coming to the end,which is so so so not great! i wished for another week :( my hp just rang n it was message from beloved darling,mel asking when to go shopping.huh! yes! that one.big major thing to do actually this hols.huhu..

haiyoo..so many things,so less tyme. wut to do.damn bored.n i just felt lyke hentak-ing my head at d wall.it is so painful.heeeee..

toodles..will talk later.

D

2009-05-31T01:10:00.004+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS IN SMKJE :)

mel-lo :) ily

oh.this is thye.the cute n handsome one..hehehe

n this is jajar's bontot ayam..hahahha

(only she knows wut it was about actually)

n this was our biggest surprise for d year!!

a huge applause to miss amiera azlyn for bringing her :)

i guess this year celebration was d most superb one in my whole life of schooling..yeah!!
becaues adding to it,there was ADIBAH NOR!!! N THYE(HER PROTEGE! DAMN HE IS CUTE) n some of us managed to take pictures with him but unfortunately not with adibah nor :(

huhuhu

n alhamdulillah,the teacher's photography session went well altho it was delayed for quite long..thanx to all the redaksi team!! :)

till then..got to sleep..nytie-mytie

p/s : btw,will not b update anything till wednesday afternoon.going to easy maths wit d others.see ya!

C

2009-05-24T20:09:00.003+08:00

heyho

haaa..i've been wanting to update my blog but juz hav more things to do..thank god the exam week is now left to 1 week rather than before 2 weeks..hee..n it'll b holiday sooooonn..yeah! :)
btw,i'm gonna to attend an add maths camp with some of d clasmates,so bubbye school's xtra class.hahahha..

whut happened during d tyme??
owh.ok.i went to a wedding just now n dad talked sth about account thingy to someone at d table..n he mentioned this 'the malaysian accountant r highly demanded outside' the minute he said that,i juz hav sth inside telling me 'i want to be serious in accounts' myb its time to think for the future n i hope my wish to be an accountant will b a success..weheee.. ;)

other than that,many things did happen during last week..we had mom's birthday n we did a surprise party for her on friday..hehe..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!! i just love the fact that everybody in my family co-operate n we did it! she was touched actually.hehe..i saw the tears,mom.ngeh2.

ok.time to go.need to revise for exams..ttyl :)
love B ^.^

B

2009-05-12T16:44:00.002+08:00

ok..it has been a while i left my baby here alone..huhu. been so busy lately with all th HOMEWORKS! damn it..this thing really drives me nuts u know.sheeesshh..

btw.things to update.
-selamat bertunang ye kakak KU! :) harharhar
-happy mother's day ibu..adik love u so so so so so much ;)
-exams will b on this friday but i juz dunt hav d tyme to revise.hw byk yg amppuuunn..

hehehehehhehe...something did cheer me up lately..gagagagaga..i just love looking around n spot something which really make me go haaaaaaaa...haaaaaa.. tehehheheheh..kinda make me excited at one point..

n yes.the redaksi will b having meeting on thursday with d teachers (suddenly mcm rs cuak.huhu) to inform them wit d progress with what is going on..ngeh.

n one more thing before signing out, urmmm..
nothing i guess..i was supposed going to upload some pics but unfortunately,those pics was transferred into angah's laptop which she had take it back..haaaa..nk laptop jp? geegeg

kla..toodles..
love ya :)

A

2009-05-01T15:24:00.001+08:00

busy lately..will update this honeybunny soon :)

changes

2009-04-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

this week has been a very d busy-musy week with all loads of homeworks n piles of feelings inside (like hell..urgh-)

i just realised that this week,nearly everything in my life has back to the places n i'm loving it..i hope it will last longer or if could,forever...

i hope something could change someplace but i know,n i dunt think it will..

gtg..

ttyl :(

woot* woot*

2009-04-17T14:21:00.003+08:00

TADAAAAA!!! :0

here r some photos during the debate team practising n prize giving ceremony :)

ok..this was after the prize giving ceremony :)

ehehhe :P

this was during the discussion..gehehhe

gummy yg comel!!

owh..hahah...this one was after gummy is tired searching for info..hahah

omg..it has been a really2 long tyme for me not to update my blog,haa..heheh..well,i'm quite busy few days n weeks before..with all the bahas thingy..u know wut,since i joined d debate thing,it seemed that i forgot everything u see..i dun remember wut is d date n i dun even rememba that it was already saturday n i was lyke "eh,arini ari sabtu ek??" gagagag..

btw,we went to compete at the state level n alhamdulillah we managed to go till semi-final n got the second runner-up place together with daerah petaling utama..the period from the day mommy nazilah said that there will b a bahas ala parlimen competition till last wednesday,i could still remember everything..u imagine..4 days with 4 usul that r difficult n we struggled ourselves with less sleep (2-3 hours of sleep per night!!) n at d end of the day,headache came n attacked till today..haish..byk sgt angin ni..urut skit,da burp..hahahah

till then,will write lots more later :D

love B ^.^

tears n happiness..

2009-04-05T01:11:00.003+08:00

the weekend started off quite well..with sport's day on friday..it was great..did left memories for me to recall after school..eheheh..wished dat tun mahathir will win it as the gift for our senior year..yeahh..hahahha...owh2..someone made me to be on top of d world for few times,few minutes..only some knew who was it..heheheh..aaaa... angau sat... hahahha...

since syawal a.k.a lolo a.k.a hotstuff birthday is on sunday,the charisma children decided to celebrate it earlier since we knew we dun have other tyme to do it..so,HAPPY ADVANCED 17th BIRTHDAY,LOLO!! heheheh..that's the greatest gift we cn give u..hehehe..

i guess tears did take a big place this week..hurm..i think i'm the one who broke down twice..but i'm lucky i have those people who lend their shoulders for me to cry on..thx sayang n darlings..u guys make my day..

n oh yeah..he made surprised for coming back this weekend..hehehe..well,he did managed to surprise me although i did have instinct saying that he might not b calling this week bcoz he's coming home n he's gonna surprise me n yeah!! *dingding* bahirah's instinct hit the spot..hahah..although at first my hope for it was 60-40..heheh..but yeay..for him,coming back..does give me 'semangat' for something..thx so much.. n also thx to mel sygkusmpimati..saye sgt sayang awak n saya taknak hilang awak,k :)

that's all..it's late..
btw,i DO love charisma although many things came up n might b happening..thx 5 charisma for making my day..love u guys!! :)

love,B :)

first of all,

2009-03-30T21:56:00.002+08:00

i would lyke to wish our beloved iman n her family 'takziah' for the death of his dad..we know u'r a strong girl..make ur father proud.be a successful doctor just lyke him.dun make this as a block for u to success k,darling :) all of us will always be here if u need us ;)

ok..the 'agenda' for today..our english oral had been changed from presenting songs to forum/talk show.heh.too bad n it needs to be represented TOMORROW! imagine meh..luckily i got choong n edan..heheh..i hope it will turn out to be just find tomorrow..

during agama,there was this 'pencerap' or sth i dunno wuts he is called as ...so,we had to behave ourselves but damn,nearly everyone was sleepy..as usual..agama sleepy time..hahaha..but luckily we still cn managed it..ffuhh.. :)

owh,n mel decided on the spot to stay back n do karangan..heh..but naah..we went n watched tarik tali n was screaming lyke a mad one u know..hurm..congrats the TUN MAHATHIR'S girls for qualifying to the finaln meet our 'musuh tradisi' en,the yellow one..blergh..hahahah..congrats also for the boys..u guys did a good job..pity them..me n mel was quite emo..hahaha..when some of them were injured..very d semangat kesukanan u know..n i nearly fell into the big2 longkang behind me but luckily there was the fences but heh..tu pn da melengkung..hahah..btw,u guys did a gud job for third place..still win meh..heheheh..

btw,before i forgot,i was fasting k with mel..but hell yeah..we were giving support lyke yeahh..heheheh..i lovelovelovelovelove the tun mahathir so much..hehehhe...boo-yah yellow..hahhaha....

kla..hwhwhw..always the nightmare of the day rite..heh..gtg..
love ya.. h/b <3

bonda,

2009-03-26T21:01:00.003+08:00

nothing has to do with bonda actually..just simply picked up a title..hahah
owh..a message n a phone call just now just lighten up my day a bit..heheh..it's ok..as long as there is..

hurm..i guess maths is the most that i would lyke to do even how complicated it can be..n karangan will b the least n this is wut happens..i'm writing this..heheh..

conversation
M : r u going to do it?
B : i dunno..i think i will..
M :owh..ok.tell me if u'r doing..my idea is still in perlis..
B : owh..mine is in greenland..hahaha

ok.i'm hungry.mommy.food.hahahah...

i need an angel or someone angelic enough to help with the hws..haisho...why cant i just have one day withour hws?teachers..prettayy pleasee :(

plus..sports day is next week n the preparations r quite dull..it is just not as meriah as it used to be,well,from my viewing la kn..heee..happy sport-ing day guys..

k2..need to do answer sej kendiri n after dat i might b wondering wut to do although there r pile of homeworks to b done..

challo..
love, b :)

evening,

2009-03-24T17:25:00.003+08:00

hallelujah everyone..is there anybody infact?
heeee..morning.evening.night
but my homeworks doesnt reduce..oh man..
tons of homeworks to be done n hw that will b coming..haish..
life..life..

missing him..
heh..conversation
B : how long will u b coming home back?
L : a month maybe..
B : a month? hurm..
L : why?
B : miss u
i just dont think it would be a month..i think it's gonna b one month plus..haish..bored?hurm...

L : i'm going to call u if i'm free
B : huh..ok..eh,ehhehhe...dun forget to call me on */*
L : huh why??huhuh
B : shoot..u'r mean..
L : owh..owh..that day..heheheh..ok..i will try..heheh
B : ok..hehehhe
take care :)

well,that's it..tons of homeworks n him over there..yeah.not..

ok..gtg..take bath n watch spa q..hahahah

bubbye..
love B :)

babi

2009-03-16T12:56:00.002+08:00

oh my god!!!
cant u just shut the hell out of u..perlu ke nk bising2..i dun mind if anybody knows but i think it's GREATER! if they knew about it themselves..lyke so fucking damn shit..i just feel lyke kicking the hell out of u..i cn accept u before but now..u just make me damn damn damn hate u...just mind ur own business..stalk all the way u want..i'm gonna do the i-dunt-fucking-care face when i'm with u..i'll b sarcastic all the way i want.. n U! bloody hell u! dun u ever wish i would stop till u stop! n juz take care of ur own life..before this i would always consider how will u feel or wut other people feel..but from now on..i DUN FUCKING CARE! if ko terasa ke x babi..i'm just tired considering other people feeling when others doesnt even care whut other feeling..

babi tu tau x ape maknanye?

vavi!

gone

2009-03-09T13:08:00.003+08:00

i just hate when he said he has to go..aaaa..i hate it.luckily this tyme it's gonna b for a short period..3 days je..hahha..yeeaahhh..but unfair for us,i'm gonna b busy this holidays..babi jekk..both weekends plak tu..lyke wth..no point cuti mcm ni..3 days that i'm totally free i guess.blum include tuition lg..bengong laaa..heeee..

i'm just..blank i guess when u'r not here..but well,for our own good gk kn,syg..heheheh..lucky i still have my other darlings..sheeessshh...

ok,done complaining..tomorrow is school..lg malas ngeh..

k.bye.

love U :)

a whole day long

2009-03-07T23:17:00.003+08:00

hell yeah!! all day long..n now i'm sitting here writing this,messaging him,n hurt legs..hehehe..that's what u get when u travelled ulang-alik in bb n went straight to klcc by feet..hehehe..i'm proud of myself ni..*woot*woot*

whatever it is,i'm just happy n on top of the world to have chance spending the whole day with u,sayang..thank u so much..heheh..n plus with my beloved mel en..hehehe..we bought the same t-shirt n it's cute..i showed it to him n he just laughed..heheh..there's a pic with us wearing it,but i'm just too tired to upload it,so,no need la eh..heheh

bloody hell..i'm just kinda scared when this happened..since mel n i have to go home without him,so,we took d wrong train..luckily there was this uncle whom i nearly described him as 'menggatal' but luckily i did not bcoz he helped me out..n bcoz of him we realised we took d wrong train..i cried for god sake..hehehe..i'm scared kot at that moment..straight away i called him..heee..so,we u-turn back to kl sentral n was lyke damn so 'keling' couldnt make our mind correctly..n now i'm here writing it..hheheh..

k,nyte2 everyone..i'm getting sleepy..

love,b :)

L.Y.

2009-03-07T21:30:00.001+08:00

i just love u more n more ,sayang! :)

love,me :)

laughing all day long

2009-03-05T21:07:00.003+08:00

ok..hahahahhahaha...well,i just cant stop laughing the entire two days..smpikn arami sitting beside me pn da shaking his head "minah ni giler ke..da la gelak mcm pontianak..hahahah..." sori dude..the combination of me n mel will end up being laughing all the tyme no matter where we are..hahah.habis klua ilmu aku br baca buku,ko ni..hahahaha..n knowing me u guys,skali da glak pontianak+non-stop=bahirah..hahaha...dont u ever make any real jokes n then waiting for me to stop laughing..bcoz it would be long to wait then..tehehehhe..

my beloved kiki is home..bw laki ko..hahaha..n her laki called 'adik' n i was already lyke 'haish..susahla.ade dua adik dkt umah ni kng" since my familio also call me adik..haha..figure out then..hahaha..n her laki is not a calang2 one u know..the very d biggy one..hahah..takut gk beta en..gegege

n one thing that just cant stop me smiling these few days back is because of you..it's almost a month u know! damn,luckily u still remember..hehehe..i just love talking to u n giggling while talking..hehehe...i know u may b thinking i'm a mad one,but lol..sorry..hehee..but still u do accept me right..hahahahahahah..just cnt wait till friday..hahaha..eh,dats tomoro..hahah..YAHOO!!! as u said,one month is a long period for u to just really2222 miss someone n i agreed..i miss u lyke hell!! gegegege...blk cpat2 tau..tehehehe

march test is over..thank god..but just couldnt imagined the results..i'm so not confident with my add maths..i think that it will b a bad one this tyme..hoho..but,wateva it is..work hard then..xmau main2 da la(cakap je lebeh kang..haiyoo) huhu..n i went to account's tuition n beloved teacher reminded us that SPM TRIAL is just around 4 months plus u know..quite freak the hell out of me..haaaaaa...

ok,i shud stop now bcoz have some works to be done especially history or else pn harvinder might be strangling me..hohoho..k..till then..bubbye

love B

2.26 am

2009-03-01T02:26:00.002+08:00

i shud have been in bed now,yeah..but its okla..since da berzaman nk mampus xonline..haish..i just hate missing all d latest updates..especially about syaza coming back here!!!!aaaaaa..babe i juz wanna see u!! :( i juz damn damn wanna see u..i just felt that i missed u so so so so much..haiyooo...nk jumpa..da blk sane ke haa?heeee :((

btw..haaaaaaa..i just dunno whats wrong..i just think not everything is falling in it place now..i have things i'm so so dissatisfied with..haiyooo..n plus..i miss u so much..n i have things to ask to u..n i miss u n miss u n miss u again n again n again..manusia..cepatla balik!!!

march test is coming up..i just have this one lil feeling about this which i dun know how to describe it..but kinda relieve the part of me sometimes..thank god..

plus,we have new family members at home..heheheh..i have my molly,jerry,joey,dona,doni n few to be named later..heheheh.. :)

but still,altho this new members make me calm lil bit..but i'm still DISSATISFIED of certain things!! balik cepat..sy rindu sama awak laaaa!!! :(

miss B :(

can i?

2009-02-15T18:13:00.003+08:00

can i say i miss u?
can i say suddenly i felt something for u?
can i say i miss looking at ur behaviour?
can i say i miss ur way of talking n laughing?
can i say i hate not being teased by u?
can i say i really want to talk to u but i am shy?
can i say i just need u now?

can i say i hate looking at u?
can i just go to u n confront everything?
can i just shout the hell out of me to u?
can i just say u are hyprocrite?
can i just say shut up to u?
can i just i hate some people out there?

can i just want everything to be back in place?
please,i beg u..i need u..i hate u..i miss u

love,B

-.-

2009-02-15T00:06:00.003+08:00

hello kamu semua..hari ni saya rs nk tulis blog dlm bahasa ibunda..hahahah..sebenarnya kn sy ni malas nk aaa 'update' blog saya ni..tp sebab da lame xupdate,buat jugala kn..td saya merentas desa..penat tau..heheh..tp best..sbb ni kali terakhir sy nk merentas desa..sedih la jg.. :( hurm..lagi satu,sy rasa mcm nk bg pelempang dkt seseorang...hahaha..amik ko..benci aku..senyap arh!!

hurmm...tu jela kot..esok sy rs rajin sy update lg ye rakan-rakan..bahirah mau main game dan beradu..tuhuhuhu

akhir sekali,bak kate iman SAYANG RUMAH MERAH!! :) K..SELAMAT MALAM SEMUA

sy syg awak lah! ;)

tq familio :)

2009-02-09T03:06:00.003+08:00

hehehe...well i guess this year's celebration for my birthday is great..hahahha..i juz love being able to celebrate the day with the loved ones.. tq guys..

well,early of the day,was quite dull..i was left alone at home..huhu..a great start for a bday gurl,huh..well,dad was busy wit pibg n all that n mom had stuffs to do at office..hurmm..well,long make short..hahha..we had dinner at victoria..huhu..n as usual a birthday card is a MUST! so,one for me then..heheh

well,along gave me 3 choices to choose as a present a)handbag b)set of MAC make-up c)manicure n pedicure..heh..still doesnt make the choice yet..in need of handbag n also in need of make up..so,anyone?

n i thought there is no birthday cake..igtkn nk mengendeng dkt ayah nk beli kek bw g bbq..hahah..skali,while waiting for bill,ade cake dtg n everyone (including the workers) sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i juz dont know..this year's bday,i juz felt excited n idk..sth idk..but whut i know is that i was so teruja myb bcoz turning 17..hohoho..

thats all..there is still another part of celebration..will b writing in next entry..juz to tired..btw,thx to all familio n friendso for the celebrations n wishes..i do appreaciate them..tehehhe :)

i love u :) B

syaza's

2009-02-07T02:38:00.002+08:00

syaza !!: each year I'll love u more. Remember that ur best years are still ahead of u and i'll be there for every up down and in between.

it's your birthday and i can't be there
but i'll send u a little prayer
have a happy birthday!
i hope that all of ur birthday wishes will come true
May you have a great time tomorrow and find happiness in everything u do.

my dear,i just wish u are here with us..hope u enjoy ur moments living in UK!!
miss u damn much!!

7th february

2009-02-06T20:22:00.003+08:00

heheh..that date just make me went crazy all this week..hhahah..just cnt wait..17??yup2..looks lyke its gonna b 3 hours n plus till 00.00 midnight..I'M NOT GONNA SLEEP by that tyme! hahah..da siap topup kot td..just being excited n thrilled..huhuhu..

below is gonna b MY WISHLIST (myb org kate lmbtnye aku ni tulis,lantakla..hahah)
-esprit new watch!! (in need of a watch,basically)..heheh
- a huge teddy bear..sgt menanti ni..hahah
-driving license..hahaha..in my dream i guess..hahha
- SPM 9A1!!!
- urm..others will b whut people give me,i'll just accept it..hahah..

n plus plus plus..received message from someone few minutes before..hahahah..sgt seronok..just dun know why..

n btw,adibah gave my birthday present at school today n she n mel had told me not to open till it's 12 midnight..i will my dear,dun worry.. :)

kla..till then..
love B :)

haahahha

2009-02-03T20:48:00.003+08:00

hahaha..well these two days,my day r full with laughter..i juz enjoyed it..mommy was a great stalker!! hahahah..i was quite shocked when mommy go n investigate

M : adik..adik ade bf ke?
B : haa?mn ade la..hahahha
M : habis tu ** sape?
B : owh..tu kawan la..hahah..ibu..ibu..

mommy did surprised with that question..hahah..well mom..i'm clean eh..hahahah..well,that was actually yesterday..

today incident was actually related to few days back incident..
n boy! hahah..i knew it,it wasn't u..hahhaah..i cn juz see thru ur eyes! haha..eyes? hahahah..damn,dats funnay..

well,people mostly say that laughter is the best medicine, n i bet it is..hahah..so,no medication for two days..hahah..

till then..tons of hw need to b done..huu..

bubbye..
love B :)

PMS-ING, boys!

2009-01-28T10:53:00.003+08:00

i was checking over n reading some blogs n found this thing..it's quite interesting i guess (maybe,for me it's a yes..hahah)just some reminder for the guys to b brave n lil bit of understanding when it comes to PMS-ing..so,

Bear with it guys, you can do it!

So guys want to know what to do when their lady love is a bomb waiting to explode in the face of a puny annoyance? Pre Menstrual Stress lasts for four to five days. If you're lucky, you'll live through to the other side. So here's how i think you men should handle the demon:

1) In fact, flattery will get you everywhere.
2) Try not to be emotionally needy/annoying/tell fart jokes/in fact, just remain scarce.
3) Don't argue.
4) Agree with everything she says.
5) Tell her she's beautiful, perhaps 5000 times a day, even if she has a giant zit pulsating like Cyclops' eye on her forehead.
6) Actually, just tell her she's beautiful every five seconds.
7) Also under no circumstances point out or ask what 'that bulging thing is' on her face.
8) Bring her stuff. F@ck experiences, chicks want stuff. Throw chocolate at her.
9) Don't be pathetic
10) Don't be abstract
11) Don't be condescending
12) Don't be annoying
13) Don't be high maintenance
14) Don't ask her when the PMS will be over
15) Don't be a prick
16) Don't be stupid
17) Don't be a smart-ass
18) Don't be perverse
19) Don't be arrogant
20) Don't be normal
21) Don't be strange
22) Don't be pragmatic
23) Don't be useless
24) Tip: Angst can be alleviated through copulative mediums
25) Don't cancel last minute. (My God this annoys me, with or without PMS)
.26) Achieve the impossible
27) Be hot
28) Stick to your promises -> follow through people –> follow through!
29) Realise it's only four days of hell. FOUR DAYS. GIVE HER FOUR DAYS!!.
30) And for God's sake: When a woman is in a bad mood and she's not on PMS – because women CAN have a shitty day without having PMS – don't whatever you do - ask her if she's 'on.'
31) Be there for her all the time
32) Let her shout. Take it like a MAN.

awww, I know It's alot, but c'mon.. you wouldnt want her to throw things like a smelly fish/piece of meat/pork/chair/the computer set/the home-toolbox/the TV set/toaster/... the list just GOES ON AND ON AND ON AND ON at youuu. So just BEAR with her a little. Okay, maybe alot. It's just for a few days, and then you can get it on and have some Sexy Time

haha...its kinda true though..lalala..later..

love,b :)

any butts?

2009-01-27T23:34:00.003+08:00

owh dear boy..i juz cudnt understand u..sheeesshh..mengada-ngada la ko..aku rs mcm nk je sepak b****t anda tau x!!! eeeee...saba jela bahirah..sheeessshhhhhh

going separate ways

2009-01-24T14:19:00.003+08:00

u n me..we used to go the straight path together..holding hands..giggling n enjoy the moment with each other..trying to see what was around together..not missing any latest updates..

but now..the path that we used to take had been divided into two..i'm on the right..n ur on the left..n i guess there will b fence build in between of us. i just dont like this situation..this moment..this feeling..our hands are now separated..i tried to hold ur hands but ur hand is never there..i tried to look at ur face n asking the reason..but i just couldnt bare doing it..i was left wondering alone..on the right side..

u on the other half..have move forward leaving me behind..i just watched u went away n couldnt do anything.i try to keep everything to my own..i cried inside my heart..i take everything in n trying to look for someone to let it out..i might had told some people..but not all..i'm sorry if anything i did make u feel bad..i'm not going to do anything n hope u'll b happy on the left side..

bubbye
love B..

losing away

2009-01-20T16:59:00.001+08:00

i miss u..

senior one

2009-01-16T21:08:00.004+08:00

we are done with our diagnostic yesterday..a big u'u for it?dun think so..huhu..since we get a schedule of the temu mesra day that will b based on our diagnostic marks..damn it! kate exam march..haiyoo..n the aturcara is a bit ridiculous la.parents keja maaa..haiyoo..n btw, i got result for my sejarah..hahah..TOP SECRET!!

ok2..regarding with the(previous..wrote another one..but erased it) title that i wrote above..heh..my birthday is also near d corner for me to really turn 17 n become senior in d school..hahah..till this moment,i just have this weird feeling of which calling myself a senior..haha..usually on my way to school,i'll b passing by the smkj3 n looked around saw people walking to school n used to say in my heart 'owh..ni mesti form 5 ni..tua dr aku' but not for this year,when i am in d same situation it really makes me feel weirdo saying to myself 'owh..dorg ni sebaya dgn aku..hahah' i just felt sgt sgt sgt pelik thinking now me n my friends r the oldest in d school..huhu..myb still cnt accept the fact of me going to finish school n being d oldest n so on..

seperti semalam..we were hanging out at school after rumah sukan's training with few juniors..n anis was 'instructing' a junior boy to pick up the sampah..hahah..anis..wohoo..n she said 'eh..kena ikut ckp senior' n laughed..well,all of us there laughed with the ktorg senior thingy because rs mcm xkena saying that words..heheh..myb just could not cope with the different state of we r being in..

n also..since being the senior ni kn..hish..sgt sibuk u know..with all the rushing here n there..extra class..tuitions..homework menimbun bak gunung everest uh..i just pray that i could really sit one day n settle it downn rearrange everything..life is a mess for the time being i tell u..

till then..mommy nagged suro buat homework..hahah..friday shud b the resting day all this while but since esok skola n after recess blaja..damn..ade homework need to b done..so..toodles.love ya..xoxo

love U :)

diagnostic..blerrrghhh

2009-01-14T17:03:00.003+08:00

diagnostic test haaa..haiyoo..it is basically about all the form 4 subjects which we shud had been studying during hols..hahaha..study la jg..but not all..hurm..so,today is the second day n tomorrow will b d last one..usually people will go n 'huuu' n 'haaa' 'exams is over' but a big NO!! for this year because hell yeah..diagnostic is just lyke the beginning of everything..loads of exams ahead..heeyoo... SPM! SPM! SPM! heeee...

so,the days during diagnostic went on lyke this..hahha

tuesday- bm (agk kesusahan) / chem (heh..as usual) / eng (so-so) / sej (hell NO!)
wednesday - maths mod (hahahha..heheheh) / phy (haiyyooo) / est (drop..hahah) / agama (agk merepek skit ye..)

tomorrow's test will b updated later..

have been online-ing almost 3 hours..need.to.stop. buku.mau.baca..hehehe..lyke everybody wrote at their blogs..less tyme online-ing..so,the same goes for me..trying2..busy2..huuu

btw,tomorrow will b a really2 busy-musy day..haish..kate je blk 12.30 but with extra class phy till 1.30..n acc's tuition (2.30-4) n latihan rumah sukan (4.30-6) i'm gonna die coming back from all of that..tuhuhu..

k..toodles..more update later..

love U ;)

so-so-not

2009-01-08T16:33:00.003+08:00

guys..girls..woman..man..HYE!! N GOODBYE!! for a while huhuu..well,actually,i'm not going anywhere..juz that i'm so so not in the mood to online-ing this past few days..so,my blog is kinda terbiar..so,since today the mood is lil bit reappearing,so,i try to write sth here..n i guess,whuts above is the only thing that i have the mood to talk about..

hurm..sth previous..i juz got well from fever n rashes all over my body..hell no..byk gler rashes till i thought ni denggi ke ape..bcoz it happened to come out at the whole body including my face..heeeee..n i'm kind pening2 lalat n all that..god knows back then whut happened..luckily the rashes kind of disappear the night before school started..but still kena makan ubat lagi..looks lyke i'm allergic to udang galah,damn it! heeeee..kla..no more to tell..school has started n homeworks has start to b here n there n need to study..so,chaiyok! chaiyok! bahirah..k..love all.. :)

muah..muah ^.^

2008.. :P

2008-12-29T00:59:00.007+08:00

hurm..2008 is gonna come to the end..lotsa memories that i had gone thru,the bitter n the sweet one..so,rajin-me uploaded few pics for this entry,c ya..;)

this was the 18th dec..sunway lagoon..add maths peeps ;)

this was durinf the field trip to FRIM..love guys :)

this is one of the pics from my visit to sarawak

this is our new family member..hehhe..KIKI BONG2! actually there r two cats..tp lg satu xde gamba..huhu

n this one!! hhahaha..i found it among the pics..hahah..ms msuk competition in ukm..hahah..xigt la umo berape..heheh

this is my niece,alisya..menyanyi..gahha..she's so cute u know..

love, B :)

gathering..lalala..

2008-12-28T01:14:00.004+08:00

well2..today was quite enjoying + tiring..my mom's side organized a gathering in gombak since my cousins n aunt came back from kuching..huhu..it was hell yeah,wonderful..n plus we did suprised party for my sis..heheh..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY,YAW!! gegegge...actually,it was not dat all real2 one surprise since my uncle pegi tny kuat2, knp minx lighter..ade birthday cake ke? hahahha...apela pak teh ni..we also did a surprised party for my aunty..n again..kantoi jg..hahahah..looks lyke our family xleh sgt la nk bwt surprise2 ni..hahahah

it was all havoc back there..although there were only 5-6 families present,but omg..the noisiness(lupe ejaan la..hahah) was so lyke ade 10 families in d house..with d lil'kids shouting here n there..n d makcik2 menganyam ketupat a.k.a mengumpat,with d stories from everyone,it was totally a tunggang terbalik one..but i had fun..we laughed aloud n enjoying..

u guys know sth..back then,we usually play masak2,mak-mak,doktor2,kawin2 n all that..but u know sth..kids nowadays are more advance than we thought they would..3 of my nieces were playing inside d room,n when my mom peeked in to see wut they do,they suddenly stopped..n my mom said juz continue..it's ok..n my mom asked them wut r they playing..u know wat they were actually playing..they were playing BUNUH-BUNUH!! hahaha...quite scary thinking this lil kids who hasnt even start primary school has thought playing that kind of things..

well,take notes everyone..kids nowadays r really2 taking in wutever they get thru all the things they heard n saw..huhuhu..kla..that's all..toodles..

love,b ;)

need to free myself

2008-12-24T23:57:00.004+08:00

dear blog..
i wish i could have someone i could share this with..but turn out it's gonna be u..i guess i will always b the one stuck in d middle of everyone n everything n every situation..i need to free myself out of these things..im getting bored n rimas n everything..i feel lyke screaming n yelling to everyone telling not to let me become their middle one..it's just not that i dun lyke helping people..but i'm getting fed up if whut that i had done doesnt been appreciated by others..excuse me,hellllooo..i had helped u n u went n scold me,shout at me..so,wuts d point of me being kind-hearted helping u if this is whut i get??!!!

i dunno..my mood wasnt that stable lately..i cn be very high on the top n very low on d ground sometimes,someday..something cn just lightens up my day n mood but SOMETHING! cn just make me piss off n i'm sorry for those yg kena tempias..

but,excuse me..i'm a human too..i do make mistakes..n YOU! also did some mistakes..so,dun think u'r some angels that have no wrongdoings in ur whole life!!i'm not writing this specially for anyone..but just trying to let go all my inner feelings..since,i dun think i wud want to let it out to anyone specific..just that,that's how i felt all this while..

so,u b nice to me n i'll help u..or else mybe someday i'll just shout at u for u to realise it..lyke beshies diba said..i cn be ur angel n ur devil too..

write later..bubbye

hate! b

1234

2008-12-24T01:08:00.003+08:00

well,the title doesnt really have to do with what i'm about to write down here..IF i have anything to write..

hurm..let's see whut happened in my previous days
well,thursday i went to sunway lagoon with the add maths tuition peeps..hahah..had fun..we laughed out loud..lose our 'beautiful' voices..hahaha..n i also met najmi there..hahah..he did surprised me twice there..lyke haiyoo..hantu kaa..hahahah..sori,no pics (lazy to upload..dumdum)

friday n saturday were at home with cousins at home..did went to putrajaya on friday evening..brought my cousin's bibik jalan2..hahaha..u know la kn..she actually asked me n my other cousins to bring her jln2 kl when they arrived here..but BIG PROBLEM! she is d kind yg mabuk2 pny type tau..so,agk difficult la ye..huhuhu

n since there was sure heboh this 20th n 21st so,we decided the four of us to go there on sunday..huhuhu..it was quite enjoying but i was scared at first since i had to go on train alone from ukm...hahah..only god knows how i felt if tertinggal tren ke,salah naik tren ke..huhuhu..da la ,there was lyke so many people..n knowing me,bahirah, i'm damn afraid going on public transport alone..hahaha..well,we did captured few pics of the celebs..hahahah..n then we went to bukit antarabangsa..huhu..n tell u what,on the way up there,we did lalu dkt the tanah runtuh n owh man..it was so terrible looking at the house..looks lyke rumah yg lego korg buat n suddenly kena hempap uh..hoho..sgt scary..igt nk amik gamba..tp xsempat..n kami sume berenang2 di rumah auntie..hahahah..

i was also supposed to be following my kakak sedare going to genting today,but i'm quite malas,so i cancelled it n actually they didnt even go there n it will b tomorrow on wednesday n it's a big NO NO for me since my tuition schedule will b packed..haish..

school will b reopens in about 2 weeks tyme..i dun think i have done any preparations for it..huhuhu..so,till now..lack of idea i guess..k

toodles..
love, B :)

wrong info

2008-12-19T13:29:00.003+08:00

hey guys..based on whut i wrote in d previous blog..i told ya that pn basinah will b coming to jess..but looks lyke it turn out to be not lyke dat..she will b still staying in her current school but STILL! camry is going..hhuhu..so,pray together the pengganti will b better than before,rite..

k..that's d correction..ttyl..

love,B :)

haish

2008-12-17T12:31:00.003+08:00

haiyooo...i'm so sleepy but cudnt sleep or else i'll b late for tuition..hahah..sebenanye tuition pn is at 3..people must b saying,lmbt lg la..hahah..tp sy xnk tido..sebab sy byk keja nk bwt lg but instead,i'm sitting here n moving my fingers to write this blog..

well2,today is quite a busy day..lyke wut diba wrote at her blog..acc in d morning n chem in d evening~hola~ n i'm supposed to b cleaning up my room..hahah..mcm ' tongkang pecah' gegegeg..mommy will b mad i guess since tomoro nite my cousin will b arriving from srwk n spend a nite here..so,bilik mau kasi dikemas..damn,lazy bahirah..hahahahha...

n i'm quite mad bcoz i cudnt find the tshirt that i'm going to wear tomoro..mcm babi je..eeeeee...

n hehehe..tomoro will b quite a free day bcoz no need study sbb mau klua..hahaha..sgt bahagia..well,at least mommy dun have reason bcoz today da 2 tuitions..gegege...so,looking forward for tomorrow.. :)

gtg..mau cr itu n ini n need to tidy up my room..haiyoo..kla..

toodles
love b :)

bubbye

2008-12-15T12:54:00.003+08:00

we went to gombak yesterday n while sitting around at the granny's house,daddy received a phone call n he moved his mouth saying sth to me but lembab me..hahah..couldnt catch whut he was trying to say..
so,busybody-me gave full attention bout whut d conversation was all about..hahaha..suddenly i heard daddy congratulates the other side n asked who's coming here n jeng-jeng-jeng i managed to conclude whut it was actually about..

hahaahahahhahaa.......
i was so excited that i danced in d living room n my uncle was lyke budak ni sewel ke ape hahahah...

n u guys know sth..camry will be gone..hahahahahahah..i'm so superduper glad..i still cn remember that our senior told us 'habisla korg kena stick dgn dier,ktorg da abis skola n so on..' but..heh..not anymore..hahahah..btw,she'll be going to saujana impian n PN BASINAH will b replacing her..hehehehheeh...sgt excited n i felt lyke telling d whole world..but my bet.. i'm out of credit..bodoh je..da happy2 tp xdpt gtau sape2..ahhaha..

so,instead of membazir-ing my credit later to text people..better i spread it thru here..hahahahaa...oh,btw the date of the pertukaran is not set yet fyi..so,just wait..hehehe..

btw,wish to welcome iman to the site! :) enjoy ur writings..hahahah..

k..toodles..

love,d'angelo ;)

falling apart

2008-12-14T02:37:00.005+08:00

reading sth few minutes ago,makes me think to just stop putting on hopes because it might makes things worst than u wish for..everything sweet will not be forever sweet n everybody shud have realised it..

i hope...n i wish..
i will move on n leave the past to be with the others n free my mind from everything..
next year will b a tough one..so,hope nothing comes across to distract it..
no more..i hope..
no more i wish..

n GOODBYE :)

no more

2008-12-10T15:14:00.003+08:00

i dunno what happened to me..but it seems lyke everything has been lil' bit touch-y here n there lately..the teardrops look lyke it cn just flow down the cheeks easily..oh god..i asked someone to leave me alone for a while..i wished i dun have to..
btw,since the last entry was quite far behind..i wished everyone selamat hari raya aidiladha..

settled the sad things aside for a while..yesterday we were supposed to watch madagascar at alamanda..hahahha..a bit left behind i guess..but then,we went straight to mid..hahahah..it is quite funny..i love mr.moto moto..hahahhaa..hurm..nothing much..movie n went home..thinking of shopping lil' bit..but,changed my mind..next tyme i guess..

no much to write about anymore..will keep this updated i hope..bubbye..toodles

love,B

stupid!

2008-12-03T14:54:00.002+08:00

sory for the rude title..but hell yeah..i'm getting fed-up with the office staff..lyke wth..it's not lyke i'm gonna put any bomb inside the room..it's just that a few pieces of paper to be put in that room..cn u just lyke only a person asking for what n say, 'ok..u may go in'. do u guys need to questioned me with the question all over again! bodo gler..

hey..i'm not that interested to b in the office too la wey..nk sgt ddk dlm ofis..ddk la..asking for help skit,bising..itula..inila..n menceceh sane sini..bongong..if there's nothing important,i wont N DUN WANT TOO LA TO b in d office la..i'm bored n annoyed n fed-up with u guys..dun b rude again!

DUH-UH!

no love for today~~

girls

2008-12-02T23:34:00.006+08:00

hesh..sitting with the girls during chemistry class just now although we did have another class yesterday,does alert me that all of us have to catch up..hahahah..with all d gossips,n d new-who,n all other things..gegeg..it is exciting u know..everyone with their own tons of stories..let's gather n i'm sure all the hot-hot one will reveal..jengjeng..hehehhe. well,it's a gud advantage for us to b in d same tuition or else only god knows when this stories will came out..

btw,there's sth bothering my mind now..well actually since few days before..does now a season for some 'thingy'..i'm wondering..i'm thinking of joining it..but we'll see how it goes on..maybe when the time comes,i'll b joining there too..e'eh..for those who knew 'bout this season..great for u..hehehe..sorry.. 'SEASON INI TIADA KAITAN DENGAN YANG HIDUP ATAU YANG MATI.HARAP MAKLUM" :)

wondering,do i miss u? =.='

love, B :)

drumstick

2008-12-02T00:30:00.003+08:00

dinner at mcd just now was quite a happy moments just now..hahaha..after finished eating,i cudnt remember who started to crack jokes but it did makes everyone laugh non-stop..hahahha..wel,,there were many jokes that came out..n one of them is the lucky DRUMSTICK story..hahahahah

well,this was how it went..

it happened long long ago during the tyme my eldest sister was still in tkc..we stopped at the r&r to have breakfast..then went to a stall and ordered nasi lemak for everyone..n NOTE TO EVERYONE: ZUL'S CHILDREN LOVE DRUMSTICKS! :) hahahha

so,oour kind-hearted daddy went and ordered drumstick for all of us n he did asked the boy who was FORM 2! at that tyme does he knows wut is drumstick n he went on saying i do..so,while waiting for drumsticks,we continued to eat our breakfast n till the end..the drumsticks did not appear..

well,my not-dat-kind-hearted-anymore daddy went to ask that boy n it went on lyke this
daddy : adik,mn drumsticknye?
adik : abg..drumstick tu ape?
daddy : aik..kate tau..drumstick tu peha ayam..
adik : haaa..tula..sy tny kwn sy dkt blkg uh..dier kate drumstick to PEMUKUL DRUM!!
daddy : aaaa? =.='

when daddy told us again about the incident,we do laugh out loud..because hey man..form 2 doesnt know wuts drumstick most be horrible..hehehehhehe..but well..it can also b a lesson but that was previous days story..hehehehhehehe..but,i tell u again,all of us couldnt stop laughing if daddy tells us the story over n over again..so..enjoy loved ones..hehehhe

toodles..
love,b :)

abcd..

2008-12-01T12:10:00.003+08:00

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

heh..it's great to rewrite all the alphabets that we used to write it during kindergarten..heehehhe..

12345678910

they'r d numbers we used to learn during preschool,rite? :)

kindergarten is great..preschool is great..wish that i can turn this all back to lil' kids tyme..

hey..i really miss it..(suddenly?kinda..) hurm

p/s:tuition today might be kecoh2 one..with the four of us there n mr yusri joining us..hahahah..cnt wait..pity pn jega ;)

sitting here :)

2008-11-29T14:28:00.003+08:00

sitting here in subang..making me thinks..think of what??hurm...nothing i guess..hahahah..

well..i've been in subang since last night bcoz of my aunty is going HAJI tonite..so we're going to send her...hurm..
nothing much...juz busy wit my nephew n nieces..heheheh..quite tired lyn dorg ni but it's fun! :)

well,i messaged diba just now n she's at d mazris pny ceramah keta n she told me faiz is there too..hehehe..n next,mel messaged me pula n told to wish her gud luck bcoz she will be taking test for L for motorcycle..GUD LUCK MY DEAR FRIEND!

all of this makes me think,mommy n daddy! please let me take the license immediately after my birthday..pretty pretty please :( i'm quite xpuas hati bcoz they told me i cn only take my licnese AFTER spm..haish! damnit..hahahaha...their reasons r nnt i must be so teruja to drive car that i wont study (hah..i wont la ;) n plus bcoz all my other siblings took theirs after the exams..heeee...susahnye hidup..ahahahahha

me n diba will start our tuition next week with chem (pn jega ajar ok!) hehehehe...n mel wanted to join us too..so,u'r most welcome..hehehe..physics will start soon too n acc will b on wednesday..hurm..add maths is still tga rearrange bcoz of the teacher's pack schedule..so,'the study',i guess will start next week onwards..so,hello books!geezzz...cnt imagine..hehehe

kla..done of merepek..
toodles..
love, B :)

23 : 40

2008-11-26T23:39:00.004+08:00

as stated above..it is 11.40 rite now but seems lyke it has been 1 in the morning..everybody is quite tired tonite i dun know why..but they does sleep early except for me..hahah..i think these last 2 nights ni,i didnt take the correct dose la bcoz or else i must have been lying on bed *zZzzZZzzz* hahaha

as wut i answered in one of the surveys in myspace,i'm really2 disappointed with the publisher..bloody ashsdksfkhdohfsos!
promise this thing,turns out to be other thing..dey machhaaa..janji mau kasi btul la len kl..i'm getting bored la waiting.cpat skit! as they promised,mags will b arrived tomoro by 10..stupid dum-dum..haha..if they r not there,i might be committing suicide i guess..-taaddaa-

by the way,while online-ing myspace juz now,i saw this one person is online..heheheh..excited till the top of mount kinabalu i guess..hahahahha...unfortunately,it was too late that i realised he/she online,bcoz it seems lyke by dat tyme,he/she had already offline..haish..poor me,poor bahirah..huhuh

n plus++ my sore throat has become worst by the day..ow men..i'm losing my voice as my mom keep nagging about.."adik,ur voice da jd sengau" n "adik.....something2"..i guess it does..my voice changes thousand times i think for only today.damnit!

hurm,wut else to nag about?? thinking-thinking-thinking
ok! done thinking..i guess thats all dat i wanted to merepek about..toodles..n GOOD NYTE!

love,b ;) <3

143 <3

2008-11-25T23:26:00.004+08:00

143..143..143..143..
i love u..i love u..i love u..

wth am i writing 143 n i love u?hahahah..suddenly i feel that i love u..all of u..not only u..but u n u n u n U!!

I LOVE U!! get it??
hhahahahah...

btw,my super bestfriend ;) ADIBAH, told me..that the school mag had arrived..yippee! i love u..hahahaha

i'm a spoilt brat n i love u..hahahah..i love u!!

i love nagging n getting angry n I LOVE U!!

sheeeessshh..people must be thinking i'm crazy..but wut do i care!!

I LOVE U,PEOPLE!!! *WINK* *WINK*

back

2008-11-24T17:27:00.013+08:00

heh..today is quite bored..nothing to do but actually there r tones of things to do..hehehhehe..

went to cziplee,bought some bookss..ceh2..bersmgt ni noor bahirah nk study..hahahah..tp hampeh..blk umah n tido lak..gegegeg

he is sitting for his final exams + no credits..haih..lg la bosan..

next year- 2009

me turning 17..huhu..thank god for giving me d chance to live this long n for me to sit for SPM!!
i know i'm not ready yet..i shud hav been studying rite now..but,lazy me..not now..huhu

n since it has been a long tyme since i read lots n lots of blogs,today i took d chances..hehe..found out,everybody have their own experiences to write..rs mcm da ketinggalan sgt coz seeing the number of entries that they posted in..heheh..

wut else r?ow yeah..me having sorethroat + flu + cough = terrible..came back from kuching immediately i get all those three..bad..bad..blk vacation kena mkn ubat?sgt tidak BEST! but aside all those things,i missed all my nieces , mira n ecah n my nephew yusof..heheh..mereka sgt comel..but unfortunately,xupload2 lg gamba dlm komp..haish..again lazy me..

kla..thinking of to intai2 ape ade dlm bilik uh that need to be tidied up..haish..again..triple mls..

toodles..
love B, XOXO

kuching

2008-11-19T11:02:00.003+08:00

HELLO MALAYSIA!!!
hahahaha...people might be thinking i'm back but heh..i'm still in kuching..to be specific..i'm actually online-ing in d library of uitm..gagagag...

it has been almost a week i'm in kuching n i really miss bangi..heheheh..not going anywhere so much here..since i dunno know where else to go..hahahah..this is my third tyme here..so,kinda blank where to go..well,last sunday we went to sarekin..it is some sort of like pasar mlm la..but it is in d afternoon..n it was damn hot! there..my skin felt lyke burning..this is place is actually at d sempadan of kalimantan,indonesia u know..

gegge..u cn walk till one area n next u'll b in indon..nearly the whole peniaga there were from indon..huhuhu..i bought for myself KAIN BAJU KEBAYA n it's pink in color..hahahah...loveLOVElove :)

hurm..i miss home,i miss my friends n i miss the two little cats..hehehhe..btw,i'll be back by this friday..my flight will b at night..damn it! i have been wanting to b on the day flight..so that i cn usha-ing outside the plane..but sadly, :( no-no for me..

what else eh??hurm..oh yaa..diba told me school mag will arrive around this week or next week..sorry guys..i thought u'll b receiving ur mag b4 schools end..ape pny publisher la..haish..

kla..till now..there r still much of things that i want to look at..k..toodless..

miss all of u so much!!
muahmuah..
n miss him too..good luck my dear! ;)

love,B

ba-hi-rah

2008-11-09T16:20:00.002+08:00

hey..that's me..hahah..i'm bored..stucked at home in d evening of the weekends..wohhooo..5 days to school holidays..but,i'll be flying to kuching on thursday night..so,3 days of school to go..heheh..*anyone want sth from there..give me d money*

huhu..well,school holidays r around d corner which means spm is also nearby..the f5 students will be taking exam starting from tuesday..11/11/08 GUD LUCK i wish u all k..n looking at their preparations facing it,i was thinking will i be in d same situation or worse..i hope i will b prepared by the tyme..hehehe

n tomorrow,the school magazine will arrived at school n ready to be distribute..me n lovely diba cnt wait 4 d results..tehehhe..

n btw,i didnt go out yesterday bcoz of some probs..n if i'm not mistaken,we'll be going out on tuesday eh girls??huhuhu...

i'm still thinking what to bring to kuching..haish..travelling is fun but packing for it could b headache..huhuh

kla..toodles..write later

love,b d'angelo ;)

....

2008-11-06T23:07:00.003+08:00

firstly,after 6 months,i'm single,NOT! k..he's no one here,so near one je tau..agagag..merepek

hurm..well..this week pny agenda..
monday - gave abg syah the borang order gambar for majalah..guys,u'll get ur pics by friday or monday
tuesday - hurm..busy counting money for the order that we made..i didnt realised that i hold quite an amount of money..klu hilang,i'm dead! thx zara n diba coz helping me..hahahha
rabu - nothing quite important happened..we just hanging around till d school ends
thursday - for the first tyme,there were only 7 girls n few boys in our class..hahahah...didnt stay that much in d class..lepak byk dkt ino..hahahha..
friday - dunno yet..might receiving the gambars..hahahha
saturday - might going out wit d girls for movies..marathon i think..
sunday - no plan at the moment..

i think that's all for the moment..actually there were many ups n downs that happened this week..but i think it had already turns ok..so,i hope it will b ok till the end k..

okla,write later

toodles,B

thank u

2008-10-29T16:41:00.003+08:00

hey u..i know u'll not be reading this..i dun think u even know i have a blog..wtv it is..thank u to u for accompanying last night..it was a difficult one for me..but i'm glad u'r there..actually i xsangke u'll teman me..hearing all my problems..well,at least u'r not on my mind to share my problems with but,there u'r in d middle of the night..lending ur eyes to read whut i wrote..

thx 4 all d things u said to me..at least some of the things u told me does make sth changes..thank u again..

love,B

W-W

2008-10-28T22:08:00.002+08:00

hurm..almost d whole day without news from u makes me think..am i in d right side?am i doing the good thing?did i make a mistake in knowing u..too fast..it was too fast from d first day..till now..high hope on me..but me,now,afraid of giving high hopes..afraid that i might make a stupid decision that could turn everything upside down..i'm not ready for this..but how could i tell u..i'm done in breaking hearts..i'm done letting my heart being break..but sometimes i feel lyke i love being in this condition..but sometimes not..

i wish there is a way for me to tell u that i'm not fully ready for this thing to happen again..i wish i cn cry with someone beside me trying to calm me down..sometimes i regret saying those words..i regret in calling u that..bcoz i know my heart is not fully into u..but u on the other hand..saying the same words everyday,every tyme..till now..how could i bare to tell u..

i hope god will give me a way when i wake up the next morning..every morning i wake up,thinking about the same thing..the things we went through with each other the day before..i wish we could just make it happen spontaneous-ly..i wish everything..n i hope u wish the same.

love,B

P n F

2008-10-25T16:41:00.004+08:00

A : eh,chemistry senang
L : omg..i prefer physics than chemistry for the finals
A : why?
L : the ques were damn damn damn much harder for chemistry than physics
A : i hate chemistry too..i prefer the same as u..hahah..but doesnt lyke the both of it i think.
L : yeah..me too..never ever lyke science subjects kot..since da first tyme we learned science during standard 4..haha
A : is it?
L : yup..i couldnt get any of da science subjects into my head..i would rather have a million of mathematics than one of any of the science subject.
A : really?
L : yup..but only modern maths..no no no to add maths
A : hahahha..

yup..that is me..never have science subjects that much in my head than maths..yippe! :)

free

2008-10-24T17:54:00.003+08:00

when the clock nearly strikes 12.30 noon..everyboday has started to talk n also asking for some answers..hahahha...genius!

well..when the teacher said 'ok..mase da tamat' suddenly heard diba said loudly 'next year spm' n i was lyke 'omg..da tua' since spm tandanye the end of schooling period..hurm..i dunno why but everybody screamed more about next year spm..next year spm..than exam da habis..hahaha..

n going down d stairs,pn nurul made an announcement saying that school reopens on thursday n everybody screamed lyke hell..hahah..but poor form 2..there r still exams ahead..gagag..

n i was feeling really2 super duper relieved with the end of the torturement(ade ke perkataan ni??hahaha..xigt) n now can enjoy to the fullest before december comes..huuuu...omg,i felt lyke i dun wan to enter chemistry class after this..hahah..since d exams ques were very very 'easy'.huhu..

i'm in d mood of missing someone..please come back now! hahahah...well..now my tyme will be fulled with online-ing n watching tv n goodbye books..gagagag...mommy cant say anything since exams is over n i cant wait to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3..sgt xbole tahan eh..geeeeeeeezzz...actually there r quuite a number of movie i would lyke to watch..but will see..seriously cnt wait..

now,i can update my blog everyday,i think..tehehhe..till then,later update..

bubbye

love,d'angelo :)

exams?

2008-10-18T16:02:00.004+08:00

exams?one week done..another week of torture is coming which is full of much much much torture with all d 'easiest' subjects in d world.not. pray to god i'll survive for d chem n phy *blank*

hurm..what happened today?ouh..ya..went to frim..quite a beautiful view to look at..thanks to ALLAH for his creation..hehe..the journey in d forest was not dat smooth..hahha..d ground was wet n slippery but that didnt stop me from enjoying d view..me n diba was holding hands..hahah..u fall,i fall-u jump,i jump-u die,i die was our motto back there..the mosquitoes, u name it were huge n unfortunately we couldnt kill them bcoz they told us not to kill anything including the mosquitoes since they were included in their research..wtv la..

before going back,me,shaniz,ucop n syazwan followed pn.asmah to plucked jambu air..heh..the tree was high n me shorty could just pluck several but it was great..took extra for the others..hehehhe..arrived bangi around 2..

that's all..n owh ya..before i forgot to tell u guys,my bro brought a cat home n her name is kiki..she is so cute..
ow men..i dunno wats d problem..couldnt upload her pic..later i'll do it if i manage..

later then..i'm tired..bubbye

love, B :)

relieved :)

2008-10-15T13:48:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey!!

it has been a long long long looonngggg period since the last tyme i post an entry here..huhu..i have some problems n i was not in d mood of online-ing at all..how amazing.huhu..never mind..just put away about me not online-ing...there r way much much more important things to write about,rite..hehehhe

well..now is d 2nd week of raya i cn say since we started celebrating it on wednesday two weeks back rite..ehehhe..wonderful raya..i loike..i loveeee all my baju raya dat i bought for this raya..hahahhaha..in loooooooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeee ;) but i can just feel d enjoyment till saturday since i started to be sick on sunday
:( but,thank god..i'm recovering from it n i hope i will be recover anytime now..hehehe..but,dun think something else..

u may look me healthy outside but there's still left d kesan2 sakit one..heheheh...hurm..ok..back to the real one..today is also the 3rd day of final examinations..thank god..english,add maths=bye.bye..hahahah..for the moment..there r still lotsa subjects to study for..i wish that i might score this exam although i was not well-prepared..again..i was sick..so,understood eh..

n just now,before we went back,pn syafini gave us letter for our trip to frim for school trip for sivik..oh damn..poor mommy..i cnt help her for d open house on sunday..i was thinking of baking cupcakes..heheheh...addicted for baking that kind of thing now..*giggles*

tomorrow..agama n bm..aaa..wish me luck..havent started revising agama yet..waaa..kla..i'm signing out..write later..account tuition at 4..thinking for a nap for a while..hurm..toodles guys..anis-muahmuah..gaggagaga

toodles..
love, B :)

2 days to go..

2008-09-29T00:00:00.004+08:00

weee...hari raya is just around d corner..cnt wait! cnt wait! heh..went to gombak today,to the graveyard..cleaning up arwah atuk n nenek pny kubur..hee...sy cucu yg baik tau. :) we also put some flowers after repairing those two..n yeah..i lyke looking at it..nice-y..sgt sedap mata memandang k..n u guys remember ryte..d unlucky girl,nurin jazlin..huhu..i also went to visit hers..felt so sad for her..

n today,well myb yesterday (since now is already 00:00 am) is daddy's birthday..happy 57th yrs old,dad! huuu..went dinner at victoria station in pj..yummy~~

well,those r d two big events that took place for today..so,tomorrow..waiting to pick up my baju raya at tailor..cannot wait anymore..heheheh..

before that,i would lyke to wish everybody SELAMAT HARI RAYA..sorry if i did something bad to u guys during the past..0-0 eh.. ;)

k..papai..
love,d'angelo~~

h-a-p-p-y

2008-09-23T15:53:00.003+08:00

guys..girls..guys..girls..
hurm..the title doesnt really presents wut i'm gonna to write i think..
well..everybody has d tyme when they have some sort of losing ideas,rite..
btw,i forgot to tell u guys..that i had already cabut or open?? my stitches..heheh.i thought it wud be so sakiitt..i'm ready to cry already at that tyme..but..haha..indah khabar dari rupe..i didnt feel anything..eh..tipu la if i dun feel anything but it just happened so fast same as the tyme the accident happened..hahah..so,no more merepek..conclusion = i opend up my stitches already n now it takes tyme to recover..i think to joint up my kulit again,think so..

hehehhe...
btw,on saturday,we went to this electrical shop in kajang to buy a new oven..n hell yeah..i was so excited thinking dat now i can bake as much as i can..heheheh..n yesterday,mommy n i tried the new oven..we baked a cake..n yiippee..it tasted yummy..i did packed some of the cake for diba n mel..hehehehe..enjoy the cake,girls..hehehe..

kla..mommy told me that we r going to bake cookies tonite..i hope it will turn out to be yummy n mengenyangkn perut ku..hahahah..

till then,toodles..
love b :)

mahu..xmahu

2008-09-22T20:54:00.003+08:00

hidup ni susah kn?ape yg kter nk xdpt..ape yg kter xnk dpt..haish..mcm mn tu?awak...yg dekat sana tuuu...sana tuu la..bukan dkat sini..bgtau la..mcm mn? tp,yg dkt sini..sy syg awk..jgn risau..sy syg awk jg..yg dkt sanaaa..sy syg awk jg kot.. :? hidup ni perlukan kesudahan..tp dkt mn sy nk jumpa kesudahan tu?

*fikiran tunggang-terbalik*

byee..

shortyyy

2008-09-14T15:00:00.003+08:00

huhu..yesterday,i got my hair cut super-short..hahah..the hairstylist was asking me at first,am i sure that i wanna to cut this short,which is in the length between my ears n my shoulders..huhu..i said 'yes'..huhu..so,he said that he would cut it into bob shaped but curly one la since i have curly hair..n i say 'ok..up to u'..

my friends had been complaining about me getting my hair cut was always at the shoulder..whatever i do,at the end..it will end up paras bahu je..they were bored..hahah..so,yeah..here i was..getting my hair cut that damn short..hahaha..no pics..since it is quite messy..hahaahah..xyah tunjuk lgsg la.. :)

well,the behind of my hair was at paras telinga i think..haah..yeah2..so,imagine that short..hahahah...it is quite mengembang too..but,wtv..i can handle it so far..heheheh...the hairstylist asked what make me wanna cut my hair short..i said just need-ing new changes..hahah..n he agreed..everybody need changes rite..heheheh..

so,enuf about my hair..hahaha..now back to my leg..heheheh..yesterday,after getting my hair cut,my sis n i went to mid..she was going to buy sth..n my parents fetched me up from there..mommy said this hair cut makes me look younger..hahah..isit mommy?i dunno..but,thanks for d compliment..heheh..

later on,we buka puasa at home first with some kuih-muih because daddy said we'll be having our dinner outside..so,in the car,he gave us three options,rice(village view),pizza(warta),fishy(alamanda)..n i chose fishy..hahaha..i was not in d mood of eating piza i think..hahahah...i was almost sick in d evening..having flu..coughing all the tyme..n my body temperature increased..mommy asked ..adik demam ke.. n i said..mybe..huhu..lyke d pepatah one la..sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga..hehehe..but,luckily,the temperature decreased after i took my shower..hehehe

so,we went to alamanda,ate at manhattan fish market..my flu made it worse..i hate eating when i had my flu..because it will make me lose my sense of tasting..hahah..pape la..n went home..tu jela..heheheh..

p/s:ammar actually asked me to blog about my hair since i told him about it..heheh..

kla..xmau merepek da..
love,B ;)