it had happened twice and i'm not going to let it be for the third time.
it was a relieve for the first time.
but,it's not really that for the second one.
enough is enough,
i'm putting a fullstop.
let it come my way,
let it leads it's own way,
no more pushing,
no more anything,
i wish, i hope, i everything.
oh god,give me the strength, insyaAllah.
:)