why me?

i juz knew u for a while..but i dunno whether the feeling is there or not.but i really feel that i'm an idiot right now.feeling being played.i know i dont know u well..but why i had been treated lyke this..is that what the results that i get for being nice to u..dun take me for granted.i have feelings too..please..i wish.i hope.if u'r really do,show it..

my emotions are really2 not stable right now..so,please,dun mess with it..cause once u mess with it..u would not lyke what u will hear from..those words..those things...oh god..please send me my guardian..i wish for a real guardian right now..that can be beside me all day n night..god oh god..

till then,
tata..

X love,
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