W-W

hurm..almost d whole day without news from u makes me think..am i in d right side?am i doing the good thing?did i make a mistake in knowing u..too fast..it was too fast from d first day..till now..high hope on me..but me,now,afraid of giving high hopes..afraid that i might make a stupid decision that could turn everything upside down..i'm not ready for this..but how could i tell u..i'm done in breaking hearts..i'm done letting my heart being break..but sometimes i feel lyke i love being in this condition..but sometimes not..

i wish there is a way for me to tell u that i'm not fully ready for this thing to happen again..i wish i cn cry with someone beside me trying to calm me down..sometimes i regret saying those words..i regret in calling u that..bcoz i know my heart is not fully into u..but u on the other hand..saying the same words everyday,every tyme..till now..how could i bare to tell u..

i hope god will give me a way when i wake up the next morning..every morning i wake up,thinking about the same thing..the things we went through with each other the day before..i wish we could just make it happen spontaneous-ly..i wish everything..n i hope u wish the same.

love,B