need to free myself

dear blog..
i wish i could have someone i could share this with..but turn out it's gonna be u..i guess i will always b the one stuck in d middle of everyone n everything n every situation..i need to free myself out of these things..im getting bored n rimas n everything..i feel lyke screaming n yelling to everyone telling not to let me become their middle one..it's just not that i dun lyke helping people..but i'm getting fed up if whut that i had done doesnt been appreciated by others..excuse me,hellllooo..i had helped u n u went n scold me,shout at me..so,wuts d point of me being kind-hearted helping u if this is whut i get??!!!

i dunno..my mood wasnt that stable lately..i cn be very high on the top n very low on d ground sometimes,someday..something cn just lightens up my day n mood but SOMETHING! cn just make me piss off n i'm sorry for those yg kena tempias..

but,excuse me..i'm a human too..i do make mistakes..n YOU! also did some mistakes..so,dun think u'r some angels that have no wrongdoings in ur whole life!!i'm not writing this specially for anyone..but just trying to let go all my inner feelings..since,i dun think i wud want to let it out to anyone specific..just that,that's how i felt all this while..

so,u b nice to me n i'll help u..or else mybe someday i'll just shout at u for u to realise it..lyke beshies diba said..i cn be ur angel n ur devil too..

write later..bubbye

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