thank u

hey u..i know u'll not be reading this..i dun think u even know i have a blog..wtv it is..thank u to u for accompanying last night..it was a difficult one for me..but i'm glad u'r there..actually i xsangke u'll teman me..hearing all my problems..well,at least u'r not on my mind to share my problems with but,there u'r in d middle of the night..lending ur eyes to read whut i wrote..

thx 4 all d things u said to me..at least some of the things u told me does make sth changes..thank u again..

love,B

W-W

hurm..almost d whole day without news from u makes me think..am i in d right side?am i doing the good thing?did i make a mistake in knowing u..too fast..it was too fast from d first day..till now..high hope on me..but me,now,afraid of giving high hopes..afraid that i might make a stupid decision that could turn everything upside down..i'm not ready for this..but how could i tell u..i'm done in breaking hearts..i'm done letting my heart being break..but sometimes i feel lyke i love being in this condition..but sometimes not..

i wish there is a way for me to tell u that i'm not fully ready for this thing to happen again..i wish i cn cry with someone beside me trying to calm me down..sometimes i regret saying those words..i regret in calling u that..bcoz i know my heart is not fully into u..but u on the other hand..saying the same words everyday,every tyme..till now..how could i bare to tell u..

i hope god will give me a way when i wake up the next morning..every morning i wake up,thinking about the same thing..the things we went through with each other the day before..i wish we could just make it happen spontaneous-ly..i wish everything..n i hope u wish the same.

love,B

P n F

A : eh,chemistry senang
L : omg..i prefer physics than chemistry for the finals
A : why?
L : the ques were damn damn damn much harder for chemistry than physics
A : i hate chemistry too..i prefer the same as u..hahah..but doesnt lyke the both of it i think.
L : yeah..me too..never ever lyke science subjects kot..since da first tyme we learned science during standard 4..haha
A : is it?
L : yup..i couldnt get any of da science subjects into my head..i would rather have a million of mathematics than one of any of the science subject.
A : really?
L : yup..but only modern maths..no no no to add maths
A : hahahha..

yup..that is me..never have science subjects that much in my head than maths..yippe! :)

free

when the clock nearly strikes 12.30 noon..everyboday has started to talk n also asking for some answers..hahahha...genius!

well..when the teacher said 'ok..mase da tamat' suddenly heard diba said loudly 'next year spm' n i was lyke 'omg..da tua' since spm tandanye the end of schooling period..hurm..i dunno why but everybody screamed more about next year spm..next year spm..than exam da habis..hahaha..

n going down d stairs,pn nurul made an announcement saying that school reopens on thursday n everybody screamed lyke hell..hahah..but poor form 2..there r still exams ahead..gagag..

n i was feeling really2 super duper relieved with the end of the torturement(ade ke perkataan ni??hahaha..xigt) n now can enjoy to the fullest before december comes..huuuu...omg,i felt lyke i dun wan to enter chemistry class after this..hahah..since d exams ques were very very 'easy'.huhu..

i'm in d mood of missing someone..please come back now! hahahah...well..now my tyme will be fulled with online-ing n watching tv n goodbye books..gagagag...mommy cant say anything since exams is over n i cant wait to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3..sgt xbole tahan eh..geeeeeeeezzz...actually there r quuite a number of movie i would lyke to watch..but will see..seriously cnt wait..

now,i can update my blog everyday,i think..tehehhe..till then,later update..

bubbye

love,d'angelo :)

exams?

exams?one week done..another week of torture is coming which is full of much much much torture with all d 'easiest' subjects in d world.not. pray to god i'll survive for d chem n phy *blank*

hurm..what happened today?ouh..ya..went to frim..quite a beautiful view to look at..thanks to ALLAH for his creation..hehe..the journey in d forest was not dat smooth..hahha..d ground was wet n slippery but that didnt stop me from enjoying d view..me n diba was holding hands..hahah..u fall,i fall-u jump,i jump-u die,i die was our motto back there..the mosquitoes, u name it were huge n unfortunately we couldnt kill them bcoz they told us not to kill anything including the mosquitoes since they were included in their research..wtv la..

before going back,me,shaniz,ucop n syazwan followed pn.asmah to plucked jambu air..heh..the tree was high n me shorty could just pluck several but it was great..took extra for the others..hehehhe..arrived bangi around 2..

that's all..n owh ya..before i forgot to tell u guys,my bro brought a cat home n her name is kiki..she is so cute..
ow men..i dunno wats d problem..couldnt upload her pic..later i'll do it if i manage..

later then..i'm tired..bubbye

love, B :)

relieved :)

hey hey hey!!

it has been a long long long looonngggg period since the last tyme i post an entry here..huhu..i have some problems n i was not in d mood of online-ing at all..how amazing.huhu..never mind..just put away about me not online-ing...there r way much much more important things to write about,rite..hehehhe

well..now is d 2nd week of raya i cn say since we started celebrating it on wednesday two weeks back rite..ehehhe..wonderful raya..i loike..i loveeee all my baju raya dat i bought for this raya..hahahhaha..in loooooooooovvvvvvvvveeeeeee ;) but i can just feel d enjoyment till saturday since i started to be sick on sunday
:( but,thank god..i'm recovering from it n i hope i will be recover anytime now..hehehe..but,dun think something else..

u may look me healthy outside but there's still left d kesan2 sakit one..heheheh...hurm..ok..back to the real one..today is also the 3rd day of final examinations..thank god..english,add maths=bye.bye..hahahah..for the moment..there r still lotsa subjects to study for..i wish that i might score this exam although i was not well-prepared..again..i was sick..so,understood eh..

n just now,before we went back,pn syafini gave us letter for our trip to frim for school trip for sivik..oh damn..poor mommy..i cnt help her for d open house on sunday..i was thinking of baking cupcakes..heheheh...addicted for baking that kind of thing now..*giggles*

tomorrow..agama n bm..aaa..wish me luck..havent started revising agama yet..waaa..kla..i'm signing out..write later..account tuition at 4..thinking for a nap for a while..hurm..toodles guys..anis-muahmuah..gaggagaga

toodles..
love, B :)