can i?

can i say i miss u?
can i say suddenly i felt something for u?
can i say i miss looking at ur behaviour?
can i say i miss ur way of talking n laughing?
can i say i hate not being teased by u?
can i say i really want to talk to u but i am shy?
can i say i just need u now?


can i say i hate looking at u?
can i just go to u n confront everything?
can i just shout the hell out of me to u?
can i just say u are hyprocrite?
can i just say shut up to u?
can i just i hate some people out there?

can i just want everything to be back in place?
please,i beg u..i need u..i hate u..i miss u

love,B

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hello kamu semua..hari ni saya rs nk tulis blog dlm bahasa ibunda..hahahah..sebenarnya kn sy ni malas nk aaa 'update' blog saya ni..tp sebab da lame xupdate,buat jugala kn..td saya merentas desa..penat tau..heheh..tp best..sbb ni kali terakhir sy nk merentas desa..sedih la jg.. :( hurm..lagi satu,sy rasa mcm nk bg pelempang dkt seseorang...hahaha..amik ko..benci aku..senyap arh!!

hurmm...tu jela kot..esok sy rs rajin sy update lg ye rakan-rakan..bahirah mau main game dan beradu..tuhuhuhu

akhir sekali,bak kate iman SAYANG RUMAH MERAH!! :) K..SELAMAT MALAM SEMUA

sy syg awak lah! ;)

tq familio :)

hehehe...well i guess this year's celebration for my birthday is great..hahahha..i juz love being able to celebrate the day with the loved ones.. tq guys..

well,early of the day,was quite dull..i was left alone at home..huhu..a great start for a bday gurl,huh..well,dad was busy wit pibg n all that n mom had stuffs to do at office..hurmm..well,long make short..hahha..we had dinner at victoria..huhu..n as usual a birthday card is a MUST! so,one for me then..heheh

well,along gave me 3 choices to choose as a present a)handbag b)set of MAC make-up c)manicure n pedicure..heh..still doesnt make the choice yet..in need of handbag n also in need of make up..so,anyone?

n i thought there is no birthday cake..igtkn nk mengendeng dkt ayah nk beli kek bw g bbq..hahah..skali,while waiting for bill,ade cake dtg n everyone (including the workers) sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i juz dont know..this year's bday,i juz felt excited n idk..sth idk..but whut i know is that i was so teruja myb bcoz turning 17..hohoho..

thats all..there is still another part of celebration..will b writing in next entry..juz to tired..btw,thx to all familio n friendso for the celebrations n wishes..i do appreaciate them..tehehhe :)

i love u :) B

syaza's

syaza !!: each year I'll love u more. Remember that ur best years are still ahead of u and i'll be there for every up down and in between.

it's your birthday and i can't be there
but i'll send u a little prayer
have a happy birthday!
i hope that all of ur birthday wishes will come true
May you have a great time tomorrow and find happiness in everything u do.


my dear,i just wish u are here with us..hope u enjoy ur moments living in UK!!
miss u damn much!!

7th february

heheh..that date just make me went crazy all this week..hhahah..just cnt wait..17??yup2..looks lyke its gonna b 3 hours n plus till 00.00 midnight..I'M NOT GONNA SLEEP by that tyme! hahah..da siap topup kot td..just being excited n thrilled..huhuhu..

below is gonna b MY WISHLIST (myb org kate lmbtnye aku ni tulis,lantakla..hahah)
-esprit new watch!! (in need of a watch,basically)..heheh
- a huge teddy bear..sgt menanti ni..hahah
-driving license..hahaha..in my dream i guess..hahha
- SPM 9A1!!!
- urm..others will b whut people give me,i'll just accept it..hahah..

n plus plus plus..received message from someone few minutes before..hahahah..sgt seronok..just dun know why..

n btw,adibah gave my birthday present at school today n she n mel had told me not to open till it's 12 midnight..i will my dear,dun worry.. :)

kla..till then..
love B :)

haahahha

hahaha..well these two days,my day r full with laughter..i juz enjoyed it..mommy was a great stalker!! hahahah..i was quite shocked when mommy go n investigate

M : adik..adik ade bf ke?
B : haa?mn ade la..hahahha
M : habis tu ** sape?
B : owh..tu kawan la..hahah..ibu..ibu..

mommy did surprised with that question..hahah..well mom..i'm clean eh..hahahah..well,that was actually yesterday..

today incident was actually related to few days back incident..
n boy! hahah..i knew it,it wasn't u..hahhaah..i cn juz see thru ur eyes! haha..eyes? hahahah..damn,dats funnay..

well,people mostly say that laughter is the best medicine, n i bet it is..hahah..so,no medication for two days..hahah..

till then..tons of hw need to b done..huu..

bubbye..
love B :)