what's wrong with you,dude?

i was sleeping this evening suddenly hp rang

1#
m : i nk g blaja addmaths ni.nak ikut?
b : (mamai) erm..xpela.xyah.ibu xblk lg.
m : u tga tido eh?
b : hurm..a'ah,ahha
m : ok2.xpela.bye
b : ok,bye

2#
m : hello
f : yes? (surprised actually)
m : (this person start to babble n accused me of what i didnt do!)
f : what the hell!!!

i was enjoying my sleep when the first call and continue it after that
but the second call made me really get up

i couldnt believe it.i dont understand WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU DUDE.it happened twice and i guess both of it are from u.cant u just let me enjoy my own life without having person like you screwing all up.stupid u know.i dont fucking care what the other side are doing,let us continue our life.you dont have to pop up and be the evil part.stop it! i am so fucking damn annoyed and tired of all the accusations which are absolutely wrong.

the only person that i would tell anything first would be mel.and not u STRANGER.YOU ARE JUST THE SAME LIKE THE OTHERS.SCREWING PEOPLE LIFE ARE YOUR FIRST AND FOR MOST WORK.maybe you are glad seeing me being humiliated in front others.ok fine! u got it.what else do you want?

tell me.i can just simply write your name here,but i know it is not good to embarass other person.just face to face and tell me what the hell is not right with you dude.i forgive you for your stupidness i guess.

that's all.bye.

matured enough?

i'm just saying this generally (owh,but actually erm..nothingla)
maybe some would say, 'girl, u'r just being too naive or straight or wuteva-i-dun-care'
but the matter of fact is,cant u guys just behave like one.excuse me,u'r leaving the school in less than 2 months,but idk.

the thing is why i'm writing about this,i cant believe this is how u guys acted.cant respect others who r still answering or not,but dude,the noise was just annoying oh-kay.

n plus,oh mai god,be tolerate la guys,we all know u guys have motorcycle(refering to some of them.not all) and all but may u please dun have to go and teran2 ur bike in the school lyke nobody's business.that is what we call PENCEMARAN BUNYI ok.

today was just so made me headache.ouch.

gerak gempur+lack of immaturity+pencemaran bunyi = can i hit something? urgh.

clueless

i couldnt imagine that u would be this rude.

you,my dear friend,
not this kind of thing i thought would come out from u,
now,it just made me annoyed,
a friend of mine told me 'u should have deleted it'
but i know,i dun want to do that,
i guess.hurm.
i dun guess anything,
let it be.haish.
too much of tolerating?
u guess.

p/s : i just meant this to a person,but if others would love to think it is urself,help urself.i dont mind.it's ur own assumption.

diam

scene 1 : cross country

B : hey,u form berapa?
I : form 1
B : haa..diam!


scene 2 : in the car

M : nek cu,tu ape yg tiang due balut kain putih tu (what she meant was kubur actually)
N : haa..tu tanda da malam..diam!

hahah..ok,maybe some of u might not get it,but for me,if i repeated these,i would laugh off like nobody business..hahahah :))

a phone call

i was just sitting in front of the tv waiting for somebody,
suddenly "pelukla diriku dan jangan kau lepas.." went on.
i quickly answered it since there was no any picture. and that was a call that i never ever think of.it was him.

F : hello
M : assalamualaikum.ape khabar?
F : waalaikumussalam.baik.ko mcm mn? (i actually didnt really remember how did it continue)
M : okla.eh,ko tengah trial kn?ok x?
F : hahha..okla.bole la.
(later talk about raya...)
(suddenly we were quiet)
M : okla.assalamualaikum.maaf zahir dan batin
F : ok.waalaikumussalam.maaf zahir dan batin juga

and till now,i'm wondering,is that for real.as it was for almost two years,suddenly it just popped up.
haish.

moment

oh man.it has been freaking 2 weeks i havent update my blog.hahah.well,i'm not gonna blame the trials la kn.xbaik.hahahah..i just managed to read others but not writing new one.blergh.

haaa.okay.trials r coming to the end.left 2 papers more.time just flies by without me noticing it.i thought that it was lyke two days before i was struggling to revise.and now,in a blink,it's almost done.i'm not going to think yet what would the results be,just bring me HARI RAYA!! hahahah..

left only 3 days before the holiday,the redaksi team are going to work our ass off.urgh.to finish up the magazine.so,here i guess,i'm asking the team to just really co-operate with the others.just put back for a while all the 'tak puas hati n so on' feeling,because me myself know,no benefits of it.

fine,put aside all the feelings,i'm just excited n thrilled with the fact raya is coming.heheh.got to meet all the cousins from all around.yeah! cant wait for the young ones especially! n of course,the DUIT RAYA.hahah.so,just like teya yang menyeru orang ramai,i'm gonna do it too..so,uncle,aunty,sisters(hahaha),cousins n FRIENDS! ahahah..i'm coming.

and oh oh.last one.hahaha..i found already black baju kurung for graduasi.hahah..so damn excited ni haaa..hahaha

kla,toodles
love ya :P

sighing

hmmm...

school reopens tomorrow and trial will be on wednesday,but now! i am sick.urgh.all this sneezing and hidung tersumbat and all,i am supposed to be heading for bed.degil me. :P

well,the sickness just came 'at the right time' i guess.hesh.i hate this.

okok.now,i think it has give me emergency alarm to bed.better be off or it will be worse.

yada.yada.later guys :(