itchiness -.-"

semester's holidays have started. naaahh, they've actually started like about what? 3 weeks? i guess so. lost with the countings. haha.

i'd spend my early period of the holidays quite memorable with the joyahs. we decided to spend it together before everybody was going back to their hometown, except me and suha, of course, as we'll be heading only back to our home. hehe.

however,we did not get the whole joyahs to gather for the last time, but we did enjoyed it on behalf of them, ya. :)

and now,i'm at home. there's one thing that i hated, i'm getting some kind of itchiness on my body. they turned my skin into red and it's unpleasant okay. can anyone like suggest me a skin doctor that is good, so, like i can go and ask wassup. hehh. i cant actually hold on to it anymore. arghh. it's bothering me laa.

p/s: or can anybody give me any tips to reduce the itchiness, because it's getting itchy like hell. erk. tata.

it's hard

it had happened twice and i'm not going to let it be for the third time.

it was a relieve for the first time.

but,it's not really that for the second one.

enough is enough,

i'm putting a fullstop.

let it come my way,

let it leads it's own way,

no more pushing,

no more anything,

i wish, i hope, i everything.

oh god,give me the strength, insyaAllah.

:)

TIBA :)

TIBA? it's the title of a new song, and i love it. (okay,ridiculous,merepek sungguh) :P

fine, fine, fine..

what should i write? how should i start? where to begin with? hurm.. let me think..

okay, i was about to start with telling u about my raya shopping, but then i thought, hey, why dont i write about my overall experience in college, but later,i rethink,i might be too late for that, so and so, what should i be doing?

LET'S SEE..

maybe i should just conclude it (but maybe, not in a post, as it could be way too long, i guess?)

so,firstly i guess, my experience as a college student :)

hurm, my MDS week (isnt it is too late to recall about MDS? wtv, still want to :P), so, it was fun,exciting, tiring, blablablabla n finally, glad to be there :) (hahahah, see,way too short,aite? tehehe)


so,my class,my classmates,my lecturers, what about it actually? hahahah..
naahhh, i've lots of things about my AC110/1C yaww!
the schedule, quite pack, no no,it is not 'quite', IT IS pack! actually, especially,wednesday i tell you.. =.='

the classmates? yeah. they are fun,exciting, i love to get to know new people and new behaviour. haha. naahh, kidding. glad to know them,overall :)
but,where ever i go, there will always be another five of them, besides me, meet NUR HANI MAHMUD, NUR NASUHA GHAZALI, SITI NURHANANIE SUKARNO, SHEREEN SABRINA HASNI and HANIS AFIQAH ISMAIL (oh,ouch,sorry, photos will be included later)
we always stick together, go everywhere,sit anywhere, do everything together, aite girls? :) we help each other, we listen and tell each other and more, and it's like THE POWER OF 6! (hahaha, what the?? idk. hahah)
owh owh, and not to forget, the boys too. meet MUHD NABIL FAUZAN, YUSRIE AMEER SAADON and AMIR MUHSIN MALIK. haha. they added up the joyness between us. (oh btw, they are not the only boys in my class,okay. hehe )

and the lecturers, they are fine, we managed to get almost what they taught us. and we also managed to get all of their assignments! hahahah.. kidding. but, one thing i could not put aside yet is that, not feeling sleepy in the classes yaw! hahah. there will always be one class that i would felt terribly sleepy or my eyes will totally be log off for a while and log in again. hahahah.


yeay, i loike! finally,all these came out in a sec. and finally, my blog has a new thing to tell you :)

so,tadaaa, enjoy ur reading, maybe it's quite messy, but..., nothing. heheheh

bubbye :D

dropping by :)

hello. hye. wassup. how are you? hehe. i miss writing here. i miss it like seriously.

but now, i am just dropping by to make sure this baby is still alive.

btw, this is the third time i come home after being a university student. life is fun. life is exciting. but sometimes, as usual it could be tensed little bit.

i will tell more about the new life and adding up the pictures later. i've got to go. bubbye baby. take care. i'll try to update u more, i wish.

da-da.. <3

p/s: kiki is going to be a mommy again for the third time and her tummy is definitely big this time. tunggu masa sahaja mau meletup, i think :) cant wait

wednesday

wednesday is passing by,
then come thursday,
then friday coming through..

and there it is, saturday

i feel the excitement of going through the new phase in my life. but many other feelings surrounded me these time too. the feelings which is not very pleasant to think about. but,i still have to go through it.

maybe the excitement of preparing for angah's wedding is much more. i cant think much i guess.

bestfriend has started packing up her things. not me. i think i kind of finding so many excuses doing other work than packing up my belongings.

but well, i still have to go since my future is in front of me. staying at home is nice, but pursuing my future i hope is better. :D

i'm going to start packing up my things tonight i hope. no more delaying.

i hope i have time to update this baby one more time at least before leaving.

bubbye.

p/s: ibu, dont worry. i might be little bit far, but you are always near to me. i love you ibu. :)

silence

bored could be my everyday word now. darnn.

although,i do have works to do.

-i need to clean up my closet
-i need to clean my dressing table
-i need to clear up my study table
-i need to prepare the things for uitm. and thank god i finally managed to contact kak shera and asked about stuffs there.


and lastly i am IN NEED to clear up my head. I dont know what has keep bugging up inside my head. or is it only because of the PMS thing. i hope so. it just make my head feels so heavy. so tensed. argh. i hate this. i hope it will recover soon.

everyday had been busy for the past few weeks. searching for angah's thingy, looking for my clothes. but now, i need something to give me the feeling to quickly settled up my things. ibu has been asking me every night whether to go and find for them or not, but, me, no feelings. this one i really hate it. this thing will keep me from not preparing for my things. hmm.


bye

BUBBYE AND GOOD LUCK ;D

guys and girls,

GOOD LUCK! to all of you!!

may you study smart and score great pointers. heee.

see you guys again,BUBBYE! :D

take care there! :)



p/s: and u,hee. take care okay. :(

-zero-

it was fun spending time with you. and i'm glad i still have the same you. i hope u wont go that far again this time.

like i said,
maybe it was one of the test that god gave to us. and i hope we'll be together to get through it,okay darling?

i'm not mad at you, but just felt left out.

and like i said too, if i cant handle it, i would already step out and say goodbye to you. :)

i love you, bestfriend :D

changes?

mom said u have changed.

i see u have changed to.









dont u feel u have changed too?

hooyeah!

day. evening. night. day. evening. night.

ok,stop bahirah. not related. harhar.

so,beloved bestfriend has cut her hair short and she told me like it was superly short. my dear, cpatla sikit hanta gamba anda tu. hehhe

and me, i'm thinking, whether to cut it or not. sangat sayang sebenarnye. since my hair took quite a period to grow long. and cutting it short will only take a few minutes. hm. so,myself can be consider standing in a middle of a pathway. hah. i guess it's quite dramatic to think of my dilema with "in a middle of a pathway". hehhhh.
i think i'll put it aside for a while. since sister's wedding is coming soon, so thinking of 'mendandan rambut' and doing that, it's in need of quite a long hair kn,so, yeah. not now. :(

oh and hooyeaahh! i drove to alamanda today during the heavy rain and my eyes were like getting a lil bit spinning since the wipers were moving too fast ( yela,da hujan lebat, wiper pn kasi gerak laju la sikit) hehhe. i know, maybe it is nothing to some of them out there, but for me, it's kind of achievement you know. hahaha. amalina, ape lg, marilah kita. heehhe.

so,till then. nyte2.

in the middle of the night

here i am, 2 o'clock in the morning, thinking of sleeping, but am thankful to someone for keeping me accompany.

someone, u are there when i'm in need of somebody to talk to. thanks for being so kind and nice to me. i hope u will always be there for me. and thanks for lending ur eyes to read those messages that i sent to you. i dont want to lose contact with you again, since now i know how great u are. well,everybody did many mistakes and there is no harm in making a room for anybody to change.

and you, i hope i will not lose u ever. i do love you, but i hope, we will still do the same things that we used to do together. i'm not blaming you for changing slightly, but i just hope u wont one day just forget it totally. i hope u realised that. we rarely see each other and spending time together now, but i just hope. i love you forever,u know.

good night.

p/s : hoping everybody is praying for ALIF ADNAN to get well soon. al-fatihah.

sweet

life is great if it has a sweet and sour situation everyday,isnt it?



p/s : btw, gambar di atas hanyalah hiasan. because, surely there is no any sour in this hot chocolate drink,aite? :)

i'm glad

i'm glad people just continuing asking me about you.

and i'm glad to be answering it on behalf of you.









but maybe this phase is quite challenging for me

i will figure it out later i hope.

berputar dan berputar

manusia sering berkata hidup ini bagai roda.

roda itu akan terus berputar dan berputar.

tetapi mengapa tiada yang memberitahu roda itu akan berputar dengan pantas.

ada yang gembira tatkala roda berputar dengan laju, namun ada juga yang derita tatkala putarannya tidak kelihatan seperti akan berhenti.

hai roda. bagi diriku ada gembira dan deritanya putaranmu itu.

namun aku berdoa tiap hari agar semua putaranmu itu membawa kegembiraan bagi diriku.

when it strikes

i just felt like writing something and the title just came up the minute i clicked the new post button. hee.

so i guess a lil bit update will do:

-done with the filling up 8 choices for the course that i wanted to do. basically, my choices revolve around the accountancy area. so,yeah! :)
-feeling a little bit up and down, turning right and left, can be touched although for a little thing. hurm. ya allah, please help me.
-my aunty is now in ICU as she is having some complication with her heart. mak yang, i'll always pray for you. get well soon! :(
-received a few more offer from the private college. these offers made me think of many things- should i take it? what would happened when i received the ipta offer? is it the right choice? question by question entered my mind but nothing seems to be settled down.
-and mommy kiki kind of get lost for quite some time today. i was worried thinking where could she go,what is she doing now, where is she sleeping (since that time is her sleeping time) , does she knows how to come home? and all. but then, alhamdulillah she returned home. haaa. i was just damn relieved seeing her.

i guess these are some of the updates. seeeee. i has some ideas when i started to write. like about the offers from colleges and when kiki is lost, but seems like either noor bahirah, this girl right here is lazy to get her a** in front of the pc to update or my mind is not in the state in writing. i'll try to figure it out later. heeee.

so,toodles. we'll be back soon,

p/s: i hope so :D

good night!

alone, not so.

alone? kinda. my parents went to kluang to visit my uncle. and i was supposedly to follow but i have my driving class at 12 noon. so heee. i was alone last night till brothers came home. hahahaha. so,not that alone right? (why am i repeating the 'alone' word too much? idk hahah)

so,talking bout my driving class.. hee. the instructor is cikgu azman and he is so kind. very ramah one so that you will not feel afraid. heee. and luckily i asked dad to teach me how to drive before i go to the class because taraaa.. i manage to cover all those three - bukit,parking, and 3 pointer on the same day. but of course la, it was not that perfect. hahah..

and today, he said we'll be driving to bangi lama town to practice me for the test. heee. cant wait :)

unfortunately, i'm having a bad flu with all the cough and stuffs and it kind of bring my mood down. so, sorry amalina :(

and and, the most important thing is that me and angah will be going to the faizal tahir's concert tonight at istana budaya. so cannot wait. still thinking of the appropriate outfit to wear since they have the 'etika stuff'. yeah yeah.
and dear mel cannot follow due to some things occur. dont worry darling, i'm not mad at you, okay :) hope to taste ur dadih tomorrow. heee

oh, tomorrow event will be another thing. hee. will tell you in the other post. see ya :P

p/s: do you notice, i kinda break my own rule. hahaha. which is to post an entry everyday? i'm so sorry.

-no title-

HELLO!

yeay me! finally i can upload the pictures from my hp using this comp. haha. lame me,i know ;)

i was wanting to do it (installing the software and stuffs) but i didnt have the time and i actually kinda thought i lost the cd. hehe. so so,from this moment, i hope my blog will have more pics to be put in because i really love blog with pictures. heheh

and my darling amalina, has finally got her 'P'. yeayyyy!! now we can go ronda-ronda eh. and to fulfill our goal which is... naah. i'm not gonna tell you.hahah my bad.

i'm just so excited right now, really! heheh

so,till then, bubbye.

here you go

now i decided to continue updating my blog. haha. since jajar said that 'kalau kau da jarang update,lagi la lepas ni jarang jarang update' since we were talking about who usually updates their posts.

and finally on the 7th of february 2010, i'm officially 18 years old dudeee. hehe but i dont know why, i just dont feel i'm eighteen,huhu, poor me right? naaahh.i'll be fine later.

so,the celebration was great. hehe. i was lil bit down in the early of the day since daddy, brother, and the sisters didnt wish me. but actually they were planning a surprise for me. but HAHAHAHA. i eventually knew about it but i'm not gonna to ruin it, so i was just pretending i didnt know anything. sorry family! hahahah.

but you know what, neither our family or the big family, we had never managed to really organized a reallyreallyreally surprise party. we will managed to keep it low at first but then there will be either somebody or something that happened or slipped out, then POOF! everything will be no biggy surprise anymore.hahaha.

it was really fun though and to those who wished me, i'm very thankful for that. ur wishes made my day! really appreciated it. love u guys.

and i got a purse from brother-in-law-to-be.it was lovely. and my sayang, nuramalina bt kamarudin + ezzumi gave me a handbag,it was so gorgeous and also a box of cupcakes. (i'll put the pictures later, okay) well, actually i got two boxes of cupcakes, which were one from family and another from darling.

okay, these were from mel and ezzumi (owh,teya baked it! yummy! thanks! )

and these one were from the family. ( thank you! marvellous owh and sorry the picture is a bit dark)

thanks guys!

love u always :)

i so want it!!

ok.i'm telling u.i'm a very big huge etc. etc. fan of faizal tahir.hahah.so what?

so,so.there will be a konsert with him,aizat dan ct ( ok,ct is not that important for me) haha.sorrraaayyyyhh.

and heee i looked at the ticket price already, few moments ago n yes! yes! i wanna go. and i talked to mommy and she kinda let me so please2 ms M n mr E. make urself freeeeeeee.. let's go.

please.please.please.hehe.


p/s: or maybe,anybody can be so kind-hearted to 'belanja' me.heeee.it is most most most welcomeeeee. :D:D:D

1 2 3 and still counting...

now i guess i'm farfar late than i usually do in posting a new entry.

mybe lazyness would be the MAJOR factor. :P
mybe working makes me tired to update this baby. :(
(oh yeah.i've been working now and almost finishing my work.it was already almost 3 weeks of working.)
mybe,mybe and mybe. haha.lots of maybe i think.

good.blank suddenly.

hahah..i guess this is another thing that make me damn lazy to write anything new.
i'm quite 'rajin' to read other people blogs but not mine.hahah.
and i would be eager to write something but then,i would lose my idea on how to start and what to write.
seeeeee.my brain is moving slowwwwwwwww.hahaahha

but,not that slow since i can still use it for working. (ok,now i'm talking rubbish.deal with it..ahhaha)

fine.since tomorrow will be saturday,so i have two days to think of what to write. i would love to write about my work,my new collegues (am i spelling it right?sorry) ,my license , my life now and much more i think.

see see.i hate this.i have so much to write about but damn.haish.god,help me.

hee.ok.i promise.will write again.

adios. gaaah. :)

what a day!

haha.so,i guess this will be my first entry for 2010.heee..HAPPY NEW YEAR though!

ok,school has reopens.it was funny and brought back the memories of being a student when i watched how those standard 1 kids went to school on the first day.some how,i do miss it.after 11 years of schooling,how can u forget at all,aite? heee..

so, for me.well,sitting at home is not so fun since the daily routine is almost the same.i kinda think of working since hearing some of them has started it,but then,it makes me think twice.since last saturday we went to ssf and bought angah's stuff for the weddings, and we r going to do it ourselves ( and of course la.not really 'we'.with d help of mak long) hehe. and there r the bunga like kosac? idk-how-to-spell. it looks kinda simple for me to do it la.so,thinking of learning for a while then try to do it by myself since mak long has to handle d bunga pahar kn.hee.

then,because of that,i was like, ok,xpayah keja la.duduk umah buat benda ni pn da byk keja . oh and yes.'anak encik kamarudin' had agreed to help me.so,babe,we'll go n learn,okay?eheh

and oh my god.i guess i'm the slowest to clean up and some sort of makeover my room.haha.of course,i read some blogs saying that they finished their cleaning less than a day n me?haha.i took almost 3 weeks and yet, i'm not done.hahhaha.yela,tell me,that room was once 'dihuni' by 3 girls and now left me alone,to clean 3 people things?hahha.and luckily mom help me.or else i'll not b almost done. owh i guess,the lateness of these was due to my lazyness.haha.my bad! :P

so,i'm gonna stop here.cause i guess it is already a long entry.

till then,toodles :)

p/s:good luck for those who r now in PLKN. :D